Today, it just add on to it. My landlord (yes my new landlord ) call in mentioned that they got potential buyer for the unit that I m renting now. I was rather stunned and shock. I m in barely even a month and you want to sell the house ?..are you nuts ?
To be honest I feel cheated and manipulated. Though its their house, their right but I as tenant took it legally with a year signed contract. I believe its a breach of privacy if they were too keep viewing this unit to potential buyer...I do not like any strangers to view my personal home...my bedroom...hell no man !
I wanna wait and see how it goes before I voice out this to them. If they breach the sign agreement, compensation is still mine but it will not justify the amount spend apart from emotionally damage done...even it is 6 months notice give to me to vacant the house...still it will not justify.
I definitely will asked for exactly the amount that me and Shan spend to move here.
Today afternoon I was at mummy's house, waiting for lunch...things were screw up after that. Arrive home at 5pm I try to sleep..rest my disturb mind for a while...
Subsequent to that, there was a message from a person whom I respect the most; question post was not clear plus my state of mind that time. I politely query seeking clarification. Sadly the respond thereafter that I received was so judgemental, I literally hear my vain snap ! I lost it.
How dare the accusation made without basis. On top of that daringly accuse that I might have change..who knows....Good Lord ! I lost my respect today to this person..totally.
All these while, I am the kind of person who always careful is my words..the least I know I manage it well. Spoken when I am spoken to ...nice when I am being treated nicely and respect when I am respected. Things that is beyond my naked eyes to see ; I don't judge. Cause I believe at times..things we see is not always what we see.
To this person, honestly just because you are know for your outspoken words ; talk first and think later...does not mean what you do is right and acceptable. Today I have reach my limit...I have been nice enough to respect you, responded to all your communication as polite as I can.,.but you went beyond to poison it.
There is a reason why us human in God's creation; brain and mind is located at the top part of body structure. Because brain and mind is Superior above all. When one used any other part of the structure to communicate without consulting mind...thats why this kind of thing happen...
Its funny to see; how ignorance a human can be. If that person choose to continue with his/her life...let it be. Nobody owns anyone....
Friendship comes along way. We accept each other as it is, even so still just because it is part of our attitude to be as one, does not mean it is acceptable, does not mean it is always ok and always right.
In my last update I've mentioned to put an end to this issue. Unfortunately, dealing with human, ignorance human ..one just have to keep walking.
I told Shan in my tears today....this is what we get of being nice to others. This is what we get because we always respect others before our self. Do they know what path we walk ? do they know how heavy is the burden on our shoulder ? they don't....but we on the other hand make known to our heart and soul of what others are having...feel their pain and agony..but who is sharing ours ? NO ONE RATHER THAN OUR SELF !!!!!!!
"There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills."- Lord Buddha
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