He said : Hi dear how r u ?What r u doing. Can know about u pls......UR FON NOM PLS
Me : hi i m good thank you..working..sure..what would u like to know....CANNOT
He Said : Just about u la dear......r u what type...open minded or no.
Me : hmm..that open minded statement always freak me out in this cyber world...can't seems to predict what does a man mean by that...why don't you tell me what type are u looking for ..its easier...if i am not The TYPE... then cut one phase of long self introduction....waste nobody's time..
He Said : What u think about sex.....
Me : oh i see..this type that u are looking for...well well ...then sorry sir..u got the wrong person... i am not absolutely interested to further this conversation.
Do not bother to reply as i will report your Profile for cyber bullying...u can find some other bimbo...am not here for that....
If you were raised by good parents, obviously some of that good would rub off on you. The same goes if you were brought up by bad parents. Call it genetic imprint, upbringing or what ever you’d like. Point of the matter is, even though we are who we are regardless who gave birth to us or who raised us, there would be traits that we would inherit from our parents. These traits may be the positive traits like being trust worthy, helpful, caring and so on. It could also be negative traits like sudden outbursts of rage, discrimination, or even ignorance.
Best thing is, neither trait, be it positive or otherwise, is definite to be inherited from a good or bad parent. For example, a person that is kind towards animals could have developed this trait on his own or he could have inherited it from his murderous father.
Whatever it may be, children would have a high tendency to follow their parents footsteps, especially in terms of behavior. One trait that I had inherited from my father, and I had noticed that my father inherited it from his father, is being stingy. I noticed that I react this way towards certain things or situation. However, I could also be quite generous if given a different situation.
These traits, these behavioral qualities that one possesses are far from being altered. A kind hearted child could be diluted by the world, corrupting his poor soul, thus turning him into a bitter and hate filled man. Everything changes, its just a matter of time and factor.
Should you come from a household that cusses without even giving it a second thought, would it mean you’d do the same once you have a family of your own? If your father shouted at you for reasons that though involve you, is not your fault, does it make it OK to do the same to others? Remember this, blame should only be placed on the guilty, and no one is guilty until proven so. Stop being an idiot, and break the cycle. It’s as simple as using your God-given brain, so unless you are some kind of vegetable, better start doing so.
The difference between humans and animals is that we are expected to think, and then react. If you got it the other way around, I’d suggest saving up for a cage at the national Zoo.
We are expected to weigh our choices, and to right the wrong. We are not supposed to knowingly follow something that is wrong, that would make us idiots. Think about it.
I spent too much time on this, trying to make it less obvious, all the time wanting it to be as specific as it could be so that it hits its target. I hope its simple enough and reading it would not cause you to get a migraine.
Anyway, cheers to all those who oppose. We determine who we are, so change what you can. Be who you should, not who you can.
Remarks : Fairos is my ex-colleague...one of those i love to keep in my good book...
Ever since i fall sick that day. Felt a litle akward my life now. Its like something is missing and things were just different. I m still recovering by the way. This jackass viruz just won't leave me alone. Yesterday i knock out at 9.50pm after being one smart suzie.. bottom's up a cough syrup, which i thought was just litle bit more to go. Turn out..it knock me flat.
My BF was like..WHAT ?...then no cal no sms. I was totally zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... he call me this morning ; his usual wake up call for me. I got up at 7.30. Out of the house by 8.15am and...i got into the office my 9.05am. The traffic was mad !
The usual in the office, reports and staff. Day dream about my BF a bit...i kinda miss him so much this week..dunno why. Spoke to him twice since i got home this evening. back at 6.30pm. Dinner..shower and surfing.
I m on fruits diet now...its 2 days since i last took rice...i need to get in shape again..lose that kilos.. : )
Last week a friend of mine post Russel Peter to me...god ..he is hillarious...really funny. The confident that he has as stand up comedian is simply amazing...still searching for his clips from YOUTUBE... : )
this weekend i got a busy day...lots of thing to do.. :)
Before i went home from my God mother's house yesterday, her sweet question "Coming haa tommorow (sunday) ?.." I was like...hmm..no mummyji..Thursday i will come again. Left at that..got home,quick shower...when i was about to dooze of my 3rd sister called. End up chit chat with her till 2am. Can't sleep there after, open up my lappy again...online till 4am.
A phone call this morning woke me up...its my BF. Still sleeping my dear..its 11am. I was like..oh god. Quick bruch and then spend the entire afternoon till about 1700hrs clean and re-arranging my house. I wanna expand my space of usage. No more one room. When it gets empty too many disturbance.. I move my wardrobe to the 3rd room. Make that my dress up room and the small room turn into mini gym. Re-arrange the living room...put up some photo frames of me...clean up the kitchen.
Took 20 mins nap and then off for dinner. Now just relax and unwind. Start off a brand new week tommorow...hope for the best.
I have full schedule up ahead..and its gonna be good. I wanna renew my wish list.
Saturday was a lazy day for me...got up at 10am, breakfast with him. Then spend time chit chat with him for a while..then he send me off to my god mother's house. I have not been in this house for like 3 months. Everyone is at home accept for the girls..Daddyji is very happy..mummyji is more happy than ever. Donny the hantu is also at home...then of course Bobby..he left his job with no job in hand. Now back to KL for good...the hunt begin.
Had a hearty lunch...plate of rice with all sort of things. Before daddyji went off to work, he told mummyji to make sure that i EAT...cook something extra, she is here. Everyone gave me a bear hug... :)..
the late evening went to Sentul Park for while with Bobby, there is and event there..walk around. The heat is killing. Arrive back home, shower and mummyji made capathi...yummy with potato filling...i goble up 3 pieces..hmm..now full like ..oh god !...
lepaking for a while and its already 11pm, going back home....i will be back again soon.. need to past some book to Bobby.
i had a wonderfulday. Its always feel like home here, no matter how long i did not come for a visit. Lesson learned..i have a good set of parent here too...i will sure to visit here more often... : )
Good productive week...major issue finally done. I m back on track more or less. Several things made highlight this week...friends issue, hantu issue...etc...
Few days ago I read in the paper about 11 Nigerian and 3 local women busted in an Internet Scam. They posses as "British Man", made women fall involve and they will send so call gift, a parcel that contained laptop, jewelleries,cosmetics and money. Then a week after these ladies will received phone call from "Malaysian Custom Officer" saying that their parcel need clearance due to unpaid text by the sender. Surprise me some of these ladies bank in and bank in money to CIMB account up to RM50thousand just to get the so call parcel release...some even more than 100 thousand.
Its sad to see these kind of mentality still exist in this modern days. The said amount that these criminals managed to swindle was approximately RM13.5million. Can you imagine this much of money if its given to the Cancer research, orphanage, Women society..can you imagine what benefit it would have do for them ?. When we talk about donation, medical, insurance or as just giving away to the less fortunate ; often answer was NO MONEY. But we can spend on something that is clearly a scam. There is a saying..THERE NO SUCH THING AS FREE LUNCH.
I am one of those million active Internet user too. Its real cruel world out there. Nothing can be confirm and guarantee. Its already said...BORDER LESS. Anyone can be anything, anywhere and any age.
I m not racist but at times, its sad to see...our government like not doing anything to stop these people of coming into our country here. We already have handful of our own criminals to handle...why bring more to add on to it. Its known worldwide who are these people.I have a friend from Cyber crime unit in our police force. He shared with me tons of Internet tale...that cost our women to live in fear, finished all money due to black mail and so on. How long more does it take until tough action is taken ?
Apart from this issue...without even realizing, its already a year that Michael Jackson passed away. I recall today a year ago my dear sister buzz me and deliver the news. I was still in bed, since it was my off day. Quickly got up turn on the news, check out CNN too. All local radio station play tribute to him. I hold as long as I could, in the end tears just rolled, I can't stop crying till the next few days. Its really a sudden lost. He is a truly phenomenal, no one like him ever again. Its like, if you don't see Celine Dion at concert ; its acceptable but if you have a chance to see Michael Jackson and you missed it..its like really losing something. Every age of people know who is he. Sigh !..R.I.P..you will be forever in hour heart !
Have a great weekend everybody...take care and god bless. I m off to visit my god mother this weekend...been months since I last visit her.
I love my life. This conversation i had with this one guy from my TAGGED...kitty claw...purr !...i can't stop grinning man !...
He Said : hei hotty,can we b Friends n exchange nom if u don't mind
Me : be friends sure...nom cannot.. : )
He Said : Y nom cannot...can ler
Me : no time to entertain lor...my connection are more online than phone.. phone is for official/family and personal matters : )
He Said : u r so hot would like b close to u
Me : oh really...it might burn u to ashes cause its hot... :)
He Said : don't mind i can handle it.so how ?...
Me : how what ?...am not here to be part of any man's crap.... wanna be friends...approach me differently....if other intention please leave.... i don't judge ...everyone deserve a chance...use the chance wisely cause there is no 2ND of it....
He Said : this is why i hate ppl who have ego like u,delete my add bye
Me : ego ?..lol..where got ego....u read with full of ego..ego lah jadi nya.. : ) nothing wrong for me being defensive..if your intention is good why feel hurt... expand a friendship wing is not a problem...next time be careful in calling someone HOT...cause i m not one blond bimbo here..
or u felt i m high headed cause i don't dance to your tune..... back out before the battle..come on....if i offend you in anyway...apologize for that...
He Said : sorry mam anyway u think ur smart rite im ready for ur battle,i hate ppl who have attitude like u,don't show off ok,
Me : none of my statement is trying to outsmart anyone...what is there is smartness ?...we are human after all..
as i said...don't get mad if don't dance to you tune....i have an attitude... yes i have..if u can't handle me at my worst how to accept me at my best...
and again..if you are offended...and feel do not wish to continue this..thats ok...i m not here to judge...nor should you...
bottom line..i like having this 'conversation' with you..sincere apologies if i hurt or offend you in anyway...PEACE !..... : )
Major reports done for today..with a few more in line to do. Two more days and its Friday...yeaaaaaaa !.
Good day in the office..all calm and running with the flow. Received few good entertainment email via my TAGGED account that makes me laugh my lung out. One of it..long self introduction proudly self proclaimed..Aussie based student. The best part is..English and grammar jumble like roller coaster. My primary school brother can write better.I shot back....he ran away. Dare not reply back.
Then, I share email with one of my dear friend. She was a bit down, being call names and being teased cause she is chubby. Oh dear dear...i told her..feeling down won't help change anything...won't bring you out from where your are now. Must take the first important step. Acceptance of she has a problem and need to be fix. The rest of the step will flow. The art of loving own self, not everyone able to achive it. Saying is easy but to really be in that zone take lots of courage and letting go lots of things.
I recall a good friend of mine once said, if you really wants to lose that kilos Georgie, learn how to say NO and be a bit selfish. You can eat as you may like cause of your social networking...at the end, those kilos will still be there and don't complaint that you are FAT. Which is true. Having a loving friends who love to cook and feed me..that's the disadvantage. I went from XXL to M. My jean size went from 38 to 36 now. Its hard work, nothing comes easy. But it was not impossible.
Hope my words soothes her heart. Then I change my relationship status in Facebook..hmm..something else sweeter happen after that... :). So sweet of him...me like very much..
Being ill for the past 2 weeks, my life had jumble in all sort of direction. Sleepless night, good sleep in day time. Good appetite then puke after each meal thereafter. Hibernation then all day wonder around...its totally run off the track.
Now, since Monday I felt that I am lacking for sleep. Can't wait to go back home and dive in to the sack. Also I forgot that I used to SWIM ...jeez....eat heartily..and sleep like a dog on my free days and oh dear..i READ too....got to dust away my book shelf...2 weeks seems FOREVER....
tonight i m going to re-list things I WANT TO DO BY DECEMBER 2010. Hope this illness will go away till the least next year..leave me in peace for a while.
after each severe illness that we recover; the usual case is..we appreciate the small little things that being ignored when we are at good health....
11.35am...34 years ago, I was born to Mr and Mrs Mansor Arifin. First born, princess and the most ultimate pamperred, spoil daugther of theirs. The rest turn out well, walk the path that they supposed..me still here and there and here and there.... : )
I am recovering. 4 days sheltering at my parent's was the most wonderful experience But this time is not so much of me feasting on my mom's cooking. I was not in the condition to eat hearty...her masak lemak labu, Ikan cencaru goreng pedas and sambal udang was only for me to view....isk ! isk !..her chicken soup was a good meal for me. The rest of asam pedas and curry was only to view.
In this recovering process i find it a bit hard to sleep at night. Don't know what seems to be the problem. Trying hard to sleep but I can't.
As for my birthday today, I got tons of wished on Facebook, sms and phone call. I even got a birthday present from my office colleague. My dear lover was the first one to wish me this year. My best friend and her sister forgot about my birthday..so i m on strike sort of with them now... : ) Janu told me..for sure by 23.55 she should remember by birthday..yea right !...lol
What do i wish for ?..hmm i have no clue absolutely...as long as i m happy, health wise and wealth wise...i m good....
after two week of floating with fever it finally hit me. Unable to wake up with nobody around on working days...it just kill me to my bone. I was totally helpless. Thank god blood test came back negative for both Denggue and Influenza.
After a day of unable to move at all, i took a trip back to my parents. Seeking shelter in their arms. There are no place like home.
There is a saying, nothing more worth than feeling healthy, ability to do everything. When we fall on our knee bed, helpless unable to do anything, nothing material matters anymore. All that I wanted that point of time was to get back on my feet again and deep down inside my heart ; I realize how small we are as human; HIS creation.
Don't count how much you have, count who you have with when the time you need them the most. This time round hard lesson for me...
Upon arrival home, my dad pick me up. Mom cook porridge. My nose starts to bleed due to heaty. There is nothing like parent's care. My mom massage my whole body, squeez the juice from daun sirih in my nose to stop the bleeding.
I am able to eart hearty a bit today. Leaving to KL on Sunday. Time fly very fast. Not enough time stay at home...just want to rest and rest.
What matters around my world is just not as important as it use to be.
Above all, I am bless to have my parents and all of my friends around specially him. I m not sure what will i do without him that day.
my life can be so adventurous at times. From down with fever and flu...got out of it (the least i think i am) and now i m down with VIRAL FEVER....join pain like mad. Yesterday my temple throbbing like wanting to explode. Went home half day, see Dr Jasbir again, he gave me different course of medication. No antibiotics this time.
Kakak make hell of noise asking me to go to GH as soon as i can..it could be dengue or worst H1N1 Influenza...hmmmm..leceh ler...but no choise. I will make my way on wednesday then.
My wrist getting better, still pain but much much better. I m now feelingless...no mood to do anything...sigh.
Fever ..fever ..go away... ! let me walk tall and laugh again !
These was one of my favourite song. Its simple lyrics but with story line. It was introduce to me by a gurl which was my ex colleauge long ago. She told me to listen and enjoy the song....
We usually look turn our head away from the norm when things get a litle bore. Life partner especially....instead trying to improve or rather fix the situation..easy way out...escape to a new one...new thing new life...buried the past. But litle that we know, what we do in this life it will echo in internity. What is not finished or not complete, it will sure come back to hunt us one day.
As simple as it may sound or as cruel as it may be, always make sure that we don't hang anything and move on..cause it will come back.
Pina Colada I was tired of my lady We'd been together too long Like a worn-out recording Of a favorite song So while she lay there sleeping I read the paper in bed And in the personal columns There was this letter I read
"If you like Pina Coladas And getting caught in the rain If you're not into yoga If you have half a brain If you'd like making love at midnight In the dunes on the Cape Then I'm the love that you've looked for Write to me and escape."
I didn't think about my lady I know that sounds kind of mean But me and my old lady Have fallen into the same dull routine So I wrote to the paper Took out a personal ad And though I'm nobody's poet I thought it wasn't half bad
"Yes I like Pina Coladas And getting caught in the rain I'm not much into health food I am into champagne I've got to meet you by tomorrow noon And cut through all this red-tape At a bar called O'Malley's Where we'll plan our escape." , So I waited with high hopes And she walked in the place I knew her smile in an instant I knew the curve of her face It was my own lovely lady And she said, "Oh it's you." Then we laughed for a moment And I said, "I never knew."
That you like Pina Coladas Getting caught in the rain And the feel of the ocean And the taste of champagne If you'd like making love at midnight In the dunes of the Cape
You're the lady I've looked for Come with me and escape
i share a nice funny punchline, got it from the web. Kinda cool..so I share on my TAGGED web. Litle that i know, someone got so offended....a man by the way..
It read something like this :-
"Needing a man is like need a parachute ; if its not functioning the first time, chances are you won't be need it again" Message History
His comment :
Needing a man like a parachute? Well if he is not there when you need him then you will not be there when he needs you, right? I think you will be squashed at that time too... change that philosophy cause you will not live to survive the first blow.
My reply : who are u to judge ?....my wish my tagged...my line...if you can't read outside the box .....too bad....
His reply :-
The box? the box? Parachute are fairy tales. I am nobody in telling you what to do... Every human has their own concept but i was simply suggesting that if i am to be equated to a parachute.... They ladies will fly with me on a ride... If i am not there to fly with them, they could fall off the oak tree... and squash!!!!!!!!!
and my final reply ....in return i was the one had my blood boilling...for no reason.....hehehe
getting better...coming in hot.WHATEVER!!! BLA BLA BLA.... YOU SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO APPROACH A LADY. .... ....to me i take life simple....what you say is not wrong either nor does the my punch line...its merely a punchline...what irritates me the most is don't tell me what to do......which idiot on earth take this puchline as a life guard ????...its just for fun....i don't give a damm parachute or airplane...
you are damm irritating and annoying ..seriously you are... ..learn how to approach a lady......that would help in future..for now you are so so annoying and GET OUT OF MY FACE ! BUZZ OFF....IRRITATING PEST !....
I have no idea what to write today actually. Its passed midnight now and its tommorow already. From just now thinking what to put here. My daily routine can be so adventurous at times.
My dear sis came over to say for two days, her hubby outstation. Had kind of quality time with her in away. We don't talk that often, meet up occasionally. Two days walking around with her in KLCC, it gives me that feeling that I m back to my old life where i use to hang around there all the times.
Its like yesterday once more, litle that I realize time has passed. It does make me think where am I now. Its already 6 months in this 2010. Life is good for me..i got nothing to complain, not in the unhappy manner definately.
Late this evening my pet brother's girlfriend called me again. My dear god ! I wonder what have this poor soul done to deserve all these. I have no words to say nor that i can help her. Its the same story over and over again.
The part that sadden me the most is that, she is mentally unstable. After her father's death she fall into depression, try to commit suicide. Save by the bell and now under observation. She continuosly has to go for evaluation. Last year's result was not good at all. She still unable to stable her mind. This year she try to commit it again twice, slice her wrist and swallow sleeping pills.
Having my pet bro as a lover; just add on to it. He will never change. I bet that gurl gonna do it for good this time. My word for her is simple ; get help. Get yourself out of my pet bro.
I have walked that path before, its not easy as it seems, moreover her mental is not balance. The first step i took to heal was admit that i have a problem and i need help. After that the process fall into places. To get to the first step is the most difficult part.
As human, we always have HOPE. Then slowly it turn into lies to avoid our heart ache. Deep down inside we knew its not gonna happen but we still put this so call HOPE, blinded our soul with strong determination of miracle can happen. As time passed, our soul drained and dies slowly..then mental stress comes in. Invation to fill up the emptiness of the heart.
Our mind set to BELIEVE...hmmm I wish this kind of power works on more positive ways...we can do wonders..
Reached KL late evening. Tired like hell...fever and flu back on. Got to go for the Infuenza test tommorow. Fear man !...god knows what it is.
Overall my trip was fun and I m glad i went back. Full swing around the house. The weather oh my god..Sahara ! So so hot....i m not much of cool drink person...but can't help it...gulp it all the way. Even my dad can't resit it also. Its bad for health thats for sure but what to do. My nephew is the champion among all. He sleep all day and woke up as early at 3am. My mom, my sis and her husband take turn to babysit.
I did take my sister and brother out for a movie ; Prince of Persia. Ok lah..entertaining in a way. Good movie, watchable.
I could contact one of my college friend this time. Next time i went back i will sure to call her then. Sorry Kak Nai..full swing this time.
My dear 2nd sister will put up with me for a week or so. Now waiting for her to come. Originally she wanted me there...travelling will be a hassle for me. She work in Bangsar, its nearer to go from my house. She stay in Wangsa Maju, trouble for me to go to work.
Tommorow is Monday....hope this week will be good as many weeks before.
Through the hotness of weather in hometown..i did feel the cold of snow from my parents love and care..as always.
Another day in paradise, eventhough woke up this morning with hell of back ache. Antibiotic almost finish. My flu and feverish is still here. Speaking with my nose.
My pet brother's girlfriend call me today. Haven't heard from her for a while. She is falling into mental depression. I don't know at times what or how to help the situation. I love my pet brother and i pity her. My pet broter is sad to say 'good for nothing'. Walked on the wrong path, indulge in alcohol and drugs. This kind of man is not a person to call lovers....insane to be called a husband. I don't know what went wrong with him. To be honest, he is such a loving person, to the core he is. I blend with the family well, having his parents that i call mummyji and daddyji. Their first born turn out well, so does the rest of the sisters. The last one will definately turn out to be a Neuro surgeon. Only him that is beyond help.
Nowadays I just ignore it. Spoke to mummyji this afternoon. I miss her, miss all of them. Got to make a trip down to see them soon. Mummyji is leaving to India in August for 3 months. 13 years she has not return to India.
As for me, I will be leaving to my parent in the morning tommorow. Goodspeed !
When i am being asked, WHY STILL SINGLE ?..honestly i have no freaking idea at times what to answer or rather whats the best answer to give. If my mood is not right; that person get a piece of my mind but lately I just shoot the question back as WHY NOT ?...
I guess not walking on the norm path of being a gurl, lady, wife then mother seems rather odd. I m not abnormal..just different. Its not bad being single..to be around those big mouth is.
sigh....i m not in the mood to blast anyone today...so leave it as it is. I do have someone with me at this moment. Barely 2 months, what future hold i m not sure. He is firm where he is...dare me to hope to be different ?..i m not as bold as i use to be. They say to be old and wise, you got to be young and foolish.
one more day and i will be leaving to my parents; which Him this time. Not too sure why i want to bring him back to my hometown this time.
In one of the conversation i had with him just few days ago. He admit that its not easy for him to adapt to new things. Reluctant and fear to put the first step. I am more daredevil than he is. I said to him ; i proceed at times knowing its bold and unsure cause even if we plan accordingly ..things might not work the way we want it.
The least i have the moment,lesson and life time valuable experience. I knew the obstacles in front of me, still i proceed with of course bullet proof jacket. Like me and him now....i am just taking a day at a time.....if its meant to be broken half way...i had my time..i had my moment...
My parents down with severe fever, flu and cough. I got it from them and today i m so down with it. My whole body ache like shit...spend the last 12 hours with 8 hours of sleep.
Usually if i fall sick..kakak give me one or two tablets of their own medication. The dosage are higher...specially their antibiotic and pain killers. They got it from GH most of the time. Now since they are busy with their cafe. I went to see my doctor...the dose are not same. Its twice milder. I have to purchased another type of medicine from my doctor today. That in total cost me a bomb.
Feeling much better but my joint pain is still killing...hope for a better tommorow. I need to go back to my parent on Friday. Hope situation at home ok too...
