Nerine

its Friday again....am hanging around in the office waiting for Shan to arrive. Its was an awesome week, still training for new skillset - insurance. I hope I will manage.

Will be release to the operation floor next week. Had fun too, laughing my lung out. One of our Sales team, suffer from hick-ups ; to make it worst, he is schedule for two meeting with clients! we had a good laugh and asked him to try all sort of remedies to ease the hick up away..my boss can be a good teaser...am teary eyes now...laughing so hard...

this week on Wednesday, we had fire drill...god heavens !...leg pain till today..

This weekend is gonna be an awesome one too I hope. Plan to cook some Italian dish..Kakak is firm to put her feet to rest...hmmm. I was thinking to blend in with some mash potato too...since everyone loves potato's.

I've booked and confirmed Harry Porter movie on Saturday. A night out with Shan, dinner and movie. Plan to return to my parents by early next month too.


something to share.......
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.


One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.


Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"


Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.


Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."


"I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."


Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."


Then, Love saw Happiness.


Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.


Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"


"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.


Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

Daisy Wheel !

A good way to change someones attitude is to change your own.
Because, the same sun that melts butter, also hardens clay!
Life is as we think, so think beautifully

Smooth journey....with of course gazillion of pending actions on my wish list. One is going down the drain...that's my morning workout. I m still divided about it.
Not motivated about it at all. Pitty Reint...I am so guilty at charge ! Got to find time to straight things up with him. I m not in the state of mind
to continue it at this point of time...

Work wise all are in place. Things fall into places accordingly. I m schedule to be release to my OM on 22nd November 2010 for another week of training. Then I will be given a skill set of answering protocol...thereafter...on the job. My shift most probably will start in January 2011. I had good time during my buddy session for the past two days. Today we are down by one person. My OM is not well...service level drop like hell !...I wish I can assist but still unable to pick-up call.

I received call last night from one of my dear friend..she need to let go her frustration about another colleague of her. Handling person with attitude problem like negative mind set is definitely a challenged. This dear friend of mind is well known of her role who like to be "Mrs Santa Claus". Her heart is too good at time...her intention is always good but then again, there is a limit to everything. This is not the first time she encounter problem with her colleague. I told her to be more self loving and its ok to be a bit selfish at times.

Weekend is approaching...all I want to do is just to sleep like a dog...laze around in the sun ...wake up late etc etc....

Thats the wish....even its does not happen..still I will have a good time ..thats a definite !..

Its now 3 minutes passed 7pm. Shan is still not here yet..its Friday ; traffic can be a nightmare. I m tired..mentally tired but remain positive.
Dinner with my lover ..hope to chase the tiredness away.

I follow the Moskva down to Gorky Park.....

continue.....

someone said this to me ;

"All of us have lesson we refuse to learn. But God is going to keep throwing us into sticky situations until we grow up and deal with it !"

Went to visit Sean today...since the new baby born. He is just marvelous !..look more like Sean himself. Over the years of knowing Sean..as much he pampered me or rather admired me a lot...there is always sense of respect and 'fear' of him. Looking at him being a father..just sort like 'tame' the lion in him. Wish and pray all will go well for him. Sean is just excited...including Jany and Kakak of course. Janu teased Sean before we left...the baby have nose shape like mine. He grinned broadly. How wonderful it would be if the baby belong to Janu itself.

This year of 2010, there is so much of changes happened. Each of those in my circle including me are experiencing the changes in our path. Through pain, sorrow, happy and joy...each of it gives a different meaning. Most of it straighten our friendship. Its up to the limit most of the time. One thing for sure, no matter what, when we are at the end of the rope, we tie a knot and hang in there.

few days after diwali ; me and shan had kinda heart to heart talk. We walked back in time and peep into the future too. He himself too having changes in his path...for sure the next time he feel like to wind about his life ; take a second thought...the person he very much in love now is one tough lioness..

am reading a book title The Other Side of MAHATHIR....very interesting I must say. I got quite a few collection of books from my soon ex-boss. She is schedule to be transferred to Hong Kong soon. A good carrier change and development. Hope my turn comes soon. She brought over 3 boxes to the office...I greedily grab as much I can....look a bit pathetic yes..but I can't help it !..I love books...love to read !

My buddy Dev Anand should by now be in Germany again. Envy him at times..the ability to travel. I missed travelling so much. Nowadays I do often feel like a tabby ; seeking comfort on owns home. I do hope chances will passed me soon....though the question at times arise will I take the opportunity this time ?...my heart and  mind better speak the same language...

Had a chat with another of my close person from Penang...tough time for him. A very tough one. Each of us have our own time and moment. I passed mine...and I knew there shall be others coming. Just matter of time. No other words of comfort that I can offer rather than...hang in there man !....tie that rope and hang in there...

Its important to me to share with all those who are close to my heart...value of what you have..look at what you have instead of what you don't have. Don't limit our self from moving forward...there are things to let go when time comes....

Lazy afternoon thereafter ; doze of for a while then dinner with my lover.

Called my mom..both my sister are at home. Am not going anywhere for Hari Raya which is next Wednesday. No leave unfortunately. My next visit home is plan to be in December ...if the monsoon does not stop it.

My training scheduled to finish by 20th this month. Like a blink its ending of 2010...things are moving positively with a little polish needed on my attitude towards moving things forward of course.

Anyone can be passionate,
but it takes real lovers to be silly.
Love is the magician that pulls man out of his own hat.
Love is like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies.
Passion makes the world go round.
Love just makes it a safer place.

Vain ...


Room in Your Heart......



It's dark and cold tonight
I'm walkin' all alone
And one step at a time
I'm gettin closer
I know she's hard to find
Instinctively I try
To take the path of love
Into the night

There would be no reason
If you really didn't care
There would be no reason for love

The door is open wide
Is anybody there
I know this must be the room in your heart
I really don't know why
But it's so easy to breathe
I know this must be the
Room in your heart

No answers, questioning
No one's been here before
I am the first to see
The light on your door
If I can hold you now
I wouldn't disagree
If there are no walls protecting me

There would be no reason
If you really didn't care
There would be no reason
For love

I can feel it
I can feel it
I can feel the love that's surrounding me
Coming in and out of you
Won't you show me the way

Peek A Boo !

I was unable to update this site for two weeks....system error. I m dying to share so many things. Diwali has ended and now looking forward for Christmas.

My mummy has comeback from India. Got to visit her soon ; been a while since I m there.

Me and Shan are going superb !...wonderfully in love....can't get enough of him...hopefully things will move very positive for us. Being in love this much at times make me feel a litle childish...but can't help....the love is in the air.

to be continue.....