A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice ~ Bill Cosby

Bright beautiful Saturday morning today. Clear blue sky...those clouds are gorgeous..windy. I have seen this for long long time...gazing up above to witness this in many months.

My Saturday was great too. Finally I manage to get new pot for my plant. I am not a green finger person and even fish does not survive a day with me ( yes Dev Anand,...I heard that..'told you so'),...that money plant of mine survive successfully because of Shan's hand not me.. :) I very much love to have like a small garden...hmmm...build that believe and attitude girl ! green finger or not..am gonna get that small garden plus...I m gonna fill up that tank with fishes soon... :) believe and think positive... :)

Tomorrow's another day then back to work again. Life is good...responsibility are getting heavier but I will manage. At times I do wonder why time just fly so fast. I guess if we have direction on where to go and what to do next ...we look forward for it to arrive, so many thing to do and achieve. I gave myself dateline to do things..I let Shan know what I want and whats next. Thus, 24 hours, 7 days, 1 month and 1 year just flew..cause we have achievement set.

Of course out of so many in the list, I can't achieve all but for me sky is not my limit..the universe is. I have soared to the bluest sky, seen rainbow that makes me cry..and witness my own capability till I forgot how green is the grass....so this time..the universe is my limit.

On the other hand, those who sit around and wait..waste time will realize time passed sooner too. Wait can be many things, opportunity, comfort zone, low self-esteemed..anything. Time will flew as they wait then too late to realize its gone..with of course lots of regrets. Often the regret is put on others rather than one self. Trust me..its easier that way.

God has given you one face, and you make yourself another. ~William Shakespeare

Acceptance on defeat, regrets and self pity is harder than we ever imagine. When it is said, be honest to yourself, be truthful ; how many can do it ? Almost none.. only those who have face it will know what I mean. I am rather more angry to myself cause its me that allow it to happened.

Whatever it is, I don't punished myself or anyone for that matter. I rather move away, shift my path ; took an alternative way. Let time heal. This world is small. No point holding in for anyone. Life is short, value what we have ; that is most important.

What future hold I have no idea but I know my list of things that I want, I wish, I like is just adding on. Should it is granted, praise to HIM..praise to my parent for their blessing, praise to all that is around me and above all it is all because I BELIEVE, I WANT IT AND I WORK HARD FOR IT..no such thing as free lunch...HARD WORK ALWAYS PAYS BACK.

To succeed in life, you need three things: a wishbone, a backbone and a funnybone

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you ~ A. A. Milne a.k.a Winnie the Pooh.


Awww…isn’t that sweet. All the big hooo haaaa about Valentines has passed. Being at this age I am sort over it. I guess from those days it does not mean much to me…I believe that love is to be celebrating everyday. Though we don’t have to say it out loud daily ; at times action do speak louder than words. Having to hear the magic words once a while means a lot..that's for sure. Saying it frequently often gave no meaning to it. I prefer to have it whisper one a while..

This valentine, he gave me a bowl of guppies…cute. Sadly don’t know which evil eyes cast it…one died this morning. Shouldn’t have shared it on Facebook.

Lesson learned, next time I will just keep my mouth shut for any good and happy things that happen around. It is true ; when we share happiness not every soul blessed it…for me a glance of evil envy eyes, enough to ruin it all. This is one of the reason I remain tight lips every time I m questioned ‘SO WHEN IS THE BIG DAY’ … my answer is rather simple…’WHEN THAT DAY COME, YOU WILL KNOW IT TOO’.

Believe me…I know all about envy…ain’t easy to handle. As a result, I choose to move away….far far away from the evil eyes. I rather have the emptiness of myself rather than surrounded by unrest soul.

As superstitious it may sound for me to believe these, well I am not like stern believer on each and everything bad that happen all cause of evil eyes…hey things happen ok. If that guppy means to die, it will no matter what. Its just one of those things. I am sharing based on experienced. But I do believe positive mind set gave a huge impact on our daily life.

Being positive and believe in what you are doing ..make it a daily prayers that you want it so much, believe in it that you can have it..voila !...its yours (terms and condition apply). Make it happen, work hard, work smart. Sit around and do nothing, it will not drop on your lap.

New week for me, all my skillset open up. Feeling excited and motivated…five months has passed since, and I am every ready to be on the job.

Let see what’s coming, above all…handle it with care. Be positive, have an attitude. Put yourself at certain par, don’t step down if it is just to bring you down. Family is important, believe in yourself and be nice.

To succeed in life, you need three things: a wishbone, a backbone and a funny bone
~Reba McEntire

Attitudes are contagious. Are yours worth catching? ~Dennis and Wendy Mannering

Cardiopulmonary resuscitation (CPR)

Half day gone...I am officially a trained CPR personnel. Its far from what I have imagine...its not easy nor it is difficult. One has to be alert and responsive enough.

Often when situation happen, panic attack is the first to hit us. How soon we snap out of it that's important. Since I set foot into this company, I have tendency to prepare for emergency situation. What document to keep as back up, upon travelling what document to leave behind and what to carry. Even I think now I m gonna start to add on to my first aid kit at home. Keep basic in my hand bag. Phone numbers to the important authorities.

Many of us specially here in this country are still ignorance about Emergency. According to the CPR Trainer earlier today ; it is so so so difficult to educate our local here on important of having AED (check the website if  you never heard of this..its a life saver) stored in a company. Even our own mega airport only 3 units...can you believe it ? 3 units only for the entire huge area. Of course the cost is not cheap but it is still affordable. For a company to invest one unit for emergency...personally I feel its damm worth it. Currently is selling at MYR10K approximately. Find out what AED is...and you know what I mean.

All these skill are basic to us in case of emergency. Of course when the real situation rise, we do what is appropriate and what we can. But it does help when we prepare our mindset early.

Apart from the CPR, we were trained also on how to aid chocking victim..with the The Heimlich Maneuver technique. We were also thought on how to point exactly where heart is.

Also the CPR Trainer did share with us about ignorance of using Emergency lane on highways/roads. Last year's case of bus crash in Malacca ; we all know the story. But the truth is rather shocking when I found out today...it took almost 1 1/2 hours for authorities to get to the victims. They have to walk 5 kilometers on foot due to no access since the Emergency lane was occupy by impatient and ignorance motorist. Apart from bus driver ignorance ; our own attitude contribute to this.

Do you know that it only takes up to 10 minutes for the brain cells to die when one person is unconscious? CPR personnel has only 4 minutes to save that victim..only 4 minutes! with accident victim scatters on the road...blood here and there....and paramedic have to walk 5 kilometers...and the by standers busy taking videos for YouTube....is it frustrating ? Just imagine one of them is our own...how would we feel ?

I believe the education system also should play their role in this issue. When you start all these from young time, it stays. I am not angel nor devil...but I am trying to live as a good citizen. The least...living good enough not to do things that I do not want others to do to me.

This all also narrow down to our mindset, attitude and the way you are brought up...your surroundings. What kind of influence are you surrounded with. Above all our adaptations towards things.

The sun shines and warms and lights us and we have no curiosity to know why this is so; but we ask the reason of all evil, of pain, and hunger, and mosquitoes and silly people. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

I always thought a yard was three feet, then I started mowing the lawn. ~C.E. Cowman

First day at work after long leave ; alive and kicking ! New skillset opened today, less volume due to some still on leave from CNY.

Got up early at 5.30am today; by 7am I am already on the train to office. That freaking early…tomorrow Lets get up a bit late then….catch the bus by 7am..see how it goes. I m now dying to go home and sleep…

Having my parents with me for the entire stay from Wednesday to Sunday was unforgettable. My dad brought his tools to help me put up my stuff on the wall. With of course a little do’s and don’ts…hmmm…

My mom cooked and sis helps me to clear all boxes. Shan is comfortably helping and enjoying my mom’s cooking; he simply love it! Then on Saturday he was down with fever, poor thing. Woke up late Sunday afternoon and slept off again till late evening.

On Sunday, both my sister came to visit my parents. Everyone got around famously. Looking at my father enjoying the moment where all his daughter finally set foot on the ground with forever more naughty and growing grandson…things are just like a classic scene.

Then everyone left….leaving me home alone for the first time in a week. It’s a little empty ..just matter of time of getting used to it. The house is awesome, its my wish to manage my own time and self ; for that I have to put up a brave heart and soul.

Near to my bed ; stocked up all books that I ‘ve not been able to touch for months. Find time to read again which I am sure I will.

Things that in the passed shall remain buried. On goodwill basis it will still remain intact ; apart from that. I am not looking back at all.

Next project to personal “TO DO LIST” is already up. Appointment fixed. I need to settle it before 26th February 2011, then the next one will be in line…..wonder which one to pick.