By coal black cat with eyes of green
By all the magic ever seen..
I wish you luck this HALLOWEEN ....
Happy Halloween 2010 !
By pumpkin's fat and witches lean..
By coal black cat with eyes of green
By all the magic ever seen..
I wish you luck this HALLOWEEN ....
By coal black cat with eyes of green
By all the magic ever seen..
I wish you luck this HALLOWEEN ....
A Sip From A Devil's Cup !
Another week passed. Its my third week here in this new company. Everything fall into places as I expect it to be. Still adjusting to the new environment and the upcoming commitment. I'm mentally exhausted with all the input of corporate procedures and quality management expectations. Nonetheless I keep it positive.
Today's classroom training was the most interesting one. Learning about medical term...and I know now why I am not into medical expertise...beside the long years of education then on the job training ...then only the segregation of which field should be your area of expertise. Sounds fancy aye !...me a Neurologist or Oncologist or even Otorhinolaryngologist. I rather be a lawyer instead...since am a chatter box.
Love life still on the fantastic level ; we handle each other at our worst to taste the sweetness of our best. Its too sweet at times, I am hyper from the sugar rush....he ability to mend me ; that's something to be admired to though. I had a chat with my ex boyfriend just the other day....I said...my lover is still struggling to mend me..as I have an attitude as you know. He rolled his eyes..."geez, its like you recently discovered that you had an attitude". we break into laughter then..
My friendship circle has expanded, I am happy with that too. But sadly the 'guardian angel circle' has take a huge twist. Our bond are tested again with huge 'cyclone'. Long lost friend of my dear dear friend that came along few weeks ago turn out to be a mole. She has jeopardise the ultimate bond that has been build more than 10 years.
Too many words flying around ; my goodwill support has turn it worst against me, resulting I have to justify myself to both my dear friend and her sister. Its damn painful thing to do honestly. My heart sunken deep. I can't afford to lose this family. We have come a long long way together. One mole in the group really had tested our level of trust this time. Though I am so tactful in my conversation with this idiot, still she manage to manipulate the whole scene. I m not so good in holding my temper. She has no idea who she mess with I guess...holding back my itch not to spank or tear her apart.
After my self justification and ignoring all possible conversation with this mole ; I finally received one message via my mobile..this mole threat to end her life. I can't turn back though. As cruel as it is, after confrontation and clarification which this mole unable to justify herself. My dear friend has decided to make her leave the house this night itself. Enough is enough, should this mole decide to proceed with her intention, me and my friend will end up have to deal with the law again. God !..I m not gonna walk on that path man !
I told my dear friend..the next time if she decide to collect anyone from the street, please please please notify me first at least. Her empathy had impact this circle severely.
Hard lesson learned this time...hard hard lesson. I am still wide awake till now. Few hours ago I just help my dear friend to throw someone out of the house to a street. Its a cruel thing to do...but what choice does we have? Too many things happen among our own life itself ..with this kind of add on problem ...it really has impact our mental state. I had the same experience with my own housemate many years ago. A nosy bitch that cannot keep her mouth shut....one month notice ; get the hell out of my house.
Life goes on no matter what....this is the second time my friendship state with Janu has be tested. I am not easy to trust anyone...still it hit me at the point where I am very much predicted. There shall be no other person ever ever ever again between me and Janu ; thats a promise we made this time. No one....I love this woman too much to lose her...same does she to me....
against all odd...what does not kill us makes us stronger !....sincerity and honesty ...these two had safe our friendship today...
Today's classroom training was the most interesting one. Learning about medical term...and I know now why I am not into medical expertise...beside the long years of education then on the job training ...then only the segregation of which field should be your area of expertise. Sounds fancy aye !...me a Neurologist or Oncologist or even Otorhinolaryngologist. I rather be a lawyer instead...since am a chatter box.
Love life still on the fantastic level ; we handle each other at our worst to taste the sweetness of our best. Its too sweet at times, I am hyper from the sugar rush....he ability to mend me ; that's something to be admired to though. I had a chat with my ex boyfriend just the other day....I said...my lover is still struggling to mend me..as I have an attitude as you know. He rolled his eyes..."geez, its like you recently discovered that you had an attitude". we break into laughter then..
My friendship circle has expanded, I am happy with that too. But sadly the 'guardian angel circle' has take a huge twist. Our bond are tested again with huge 'cyclone'. Long lost friend of my dear dear friend that came along few weeks ago turn out to be a mole. She has jeopardise the ultimate bond that has been build more than 10 years.
Too many words flying around ; my goodwill support has turn it worst against me, resulting I have to justify myself to both my dear friend and her sister. Its damn painful thing to do honestly. My heart sunken deep. I can't afford to lose this family. We have come a long long way together. One mole in the group really had tested our level of trust this time. Though I am so tactful in my conversation with this idiot, still she manage to manipulate the whole scene. I m not so good in holding my temper. She has no idea who she mess with I guess...holding back my itch not to spank or tear her apart.
After my self justification and ignoring all possible conversation with this mole ; I finally received one message via my mobile..this mole threat to end her life. I can't turn back though. As cruel as it is, after confrontation and clarification which this mole unable to justify herself. My dear friend has decided to make her leave the house this night itself. Enough is enough, should this mole decide to proceed with her intention, me and my friend will end up have to deal with the law again. God !..I m not gonna walk on that path man !
I told my dear friend..the next time if she decide to collect anyone from the street, please please please notify me first at least. Her empathy had impact this circle severely.
Hard lesson learned this time...hard hard lesson. I am still wide awake till now. Few hours ago I just help my dear friend to throw someone out of the house to a street. Its a cruel thing to do...but what choice does we have? Too many things happen among our own life itself ..with this kind of add on problem ...it really has impact our mental state. I had the same experience with my own housemate many years ago. A nosy bitch that cannot keep her mouth shut....one month notice ; get the hell out of my house.
Life goes on no matter what....this is the second time my friendship state with Janu has be tested. I am not easy to trust anyone...still it hit me at the point where I am very much predicted. There shall be no other person ever ever ever again between me and Janu ; thats a promise we made this time. No one....I love this woman too much to lose her...same does she to me....
against all odd...what does not kill us makes us stronger !....sincerity and honesty ...these two had safe our friendship today...
stubborn sweetheart...that's me
two weeks passed ; am getting more and more excited with the positive flows that happen now in my life. Though still tons of things to be done along the way ; i m taking one step at a time... :)
Wednesday 13th October 2010, I was invited by our Coordinating Doctor to enjoy the MPO (Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra) in KLCC. Zainal Abidin performed ; was a very enjoyable evening. It has been ages since I last step into the Dewan Philharmonik Petronas...its good to be back.
The rest of days remain calm and relax. I fell ill too in between the days. Adjusting and getting familiar with surroundings including the idea of leaving the house by 6.45am to catch the bus then train to get to work.
I miss my dear Illy so much....so so much..:) its good to hear from her...wanna arrange a day out again...god knows why i miss her so much..:)
Love life is great too. Couldn't be more bless at times...the best is...don't even try to change a person..made an effort to move forward together and be a better person.. :) we our self failed to change to certain extend..what makes we think changing other person is gonna be easy. I stop playing superhero nowadays...i am a real superhero to me myself and I.... :).
I told Shan that..am scared with all these sudden positive progress in my life...he motivate and reminded me about being grateful and all.....then i told him the same...don't block progress that is coming your way. His motivation must be truthful enough for himself too....if only talk to motivate others but failed to adapt to your own self...its like no support of it.
Life is Best for those who want to Live it,
Life is Difficult for those who want to Analyze it,
Life is worst for those who want to Criticize it,
Our Attitude Defines Life...
Enjoy Your Life,
Laugh so Hard That even Sorrow Smiles at You,
Live Life so Well That even Death Loves to see you Alive,
Fight so Hard That even Fate accepts its Defeat...
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PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ
You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You... “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.
You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.
Here is the analysis:...
웃 :You love the crowd... a party animal! (...absolutely not at all a party animal)
웃 :You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy.
웃 :You search for love...
웃 :You appreciate simple things in life...
웃 :You love actions... with the hero-like taste
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Wednesday 13th October 2010, I was invited by our Coordinating Doctor to enjoy the MPO (Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra) in KLCC. Zainal Abidin performed ; was a very enjoyable evening. It has been ages since I last step into the Dewan Philharmonik Petronas...its good to be back.
The rest of days remain calm and relax. I fell ill too in between the days. Adjusting and getting familiar with surroundings including the idea of leaving the house by 6.45am to catch the bus then train to get to work.
I miss my dear Illy so much....so so much..:) its good to hear from her...wanna arrange a day out again...god knows why i miss her so much..:)
Love life is great too. Couldn't be more bless at times...the best is...don't even try to change a person..made an effort to move forward together and be a better person.. :) we our self failed to change to certain extend..what makes we think changing other person is gonna be easy. I stop playing superhero nowadays...i am a real superhero to me myself and I.... :).
I told Shan that..am scared with all these sudden positive progress in my life...he motivate and reminded me about being grateful and all.....then i told him the same...don't block progress that is coming your way. His motivation must be truthful enough for himself too....if only talk to motivate others but failed to adapt to your own self...its like no support of it.
Life is Best for those who want to Live it,
Life is Difficult for those who want to Analyze it,
Life is worst for those who want to Criticize it,
Our Attitude Defines Life...
Enjoy Your Life,
Laugh so Hard That even Sorrow Smiles at You,
Live Life so Well That even Death Loves to see you Alive,
Fight so Hard That even Fate accepts its Defeat...
****************************************************************************
PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ
You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You... “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.
You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.
Here is the analysis:...
웃 :You love the crowd... a party animal! (...absolutely not at all a party animal)
웃 :You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy.
웃 :You search for love...
웃 :You appreciate simple things in life...
웃 :You love actions... with the hero-like taste
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Morse Code ! International distress signal
A week old baby in the new company. Glad that I made that change...it's totally new world and its also almost like walking down memory lane. My english intelectly a bit rusty...felt small in my surrounding. Need to brush up the competency of usage more appropriate language. My lingo been a bit rusty too..but that's quite easy to pick up...American accent is not that hard for me..
Upon being introduce around on the induction day ; some familiar names recognize me in an instant..feel good about it too. Thanks to the Amex days...some memories are shared and made fun about.
In this huge MNC ; sky is the limit....from protocol to operations procedure ; all are so intact that really make a positive different in me. I literally able to forsee myself the least 5 years down the line of where about that I would like to be. Being around positive and premium people just makes it better. Nothing is impossibe !
And being part of global recognition makes it even better...working with colleague from all over the world
is a challange nonetheless but its all again about being positive. The absorbtion of knowledge and creating platform of success is all that matters.
Though still many to do with my life...rest assure this is just the beginning. I love myself and I love all those around me....and I believe I CAN DO THIS....
Upon being introduce around on the induction day ; some familiar names recognize me in an instant..feel good about it too. Thanks to the Amex days...some memories are shared and made fun about.
In this huge MNC ; sky is the limit....from protocol to operations procedure ; all are so intact that really make a positive different in me. I literally able to forsee myself the least 5 years down the line of where about that I would like to be. Being around positive and premium people just makes it better. Nothing is impossibe !
And being part of global recognition makes it even better...working with colleague from all over the world
is a challange nonetheless but its all again about being positive. The absorbtion of knowledge and creating platform of success is all that matters.
Though still many to do with my life...rest assure this is just the beginning. I love myself and I love all those around me....and I believe I CAN DO THIS....
relax, unwind, emptiness and its a brand new journey
Leaving YTL Comms was probably not easy because of the environment of friendship. I manage home on my own that Friday 01st October, 2010. Leaving behind memories. It get a bit empty inside...though I know its definitely for the better.
Yesterday was check up day. I m back to the level of prestige and professional. It feels like am walking down the memory lane while in the American Express days...the good old days where professionalism, prestige and quality is what that's matter. where I have been for the past 4 years..hmm rather far from that..
How this new job gonna be ?...can i do it ?....I HELL BETTER BE...I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT. Not to under estimate anyone or anything ; but this opportunity is rare. I CAN DO IT AND I WILL DO IT.
Even my exercise training is going up another level. I have to be more discipline on food intake...going around at 5am daily ain't gonna get me anywhere if my daily consume of food is not watched properly.
and I CAN DO THIS..
yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today its a gift.... my path not gonna be smooth
but nothing gonna stop me that's for sure.......
Yesterday was check up day. I m back to the level of prestige and professional. It feels like am walking down the memory lane while in the American Express days...the good old days where professionalism, prestige and quality is what that's matter. where I have been for the past 4 years..hmm rather far from that..
How this new job gonna be ?...can i do it ?....I HELL BETTER BE...I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT. Not to under estimate anyone or anything ; but this opportunity is rare. I CAN DO IT AND I WILL DO IT.
Even my exercise training is going up another level. I have to be more discipline on food intake...going around at 5am daily ain't gonna get me anywhere if my daily consume of food is not watched properly.
and I CAN DO THIS..
yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today its a gift.... my path not gonna be smooth
Farewell !
The mind is like a river; upon its waters thoughts float through in a constant procession every conscious moment. You stand on a bridge over it and can stop and turn back any thought that comes along. The art of contentment is to let no thought pass that is going to disturb you. -Dr. Frank Crane
Finally, things sort out accordingly though there are still one or two things pending. The major issue cleared. I have done my packing and transferring all action accordingly.
Saying goodbye is not easy. This is my shortest employment in history. I had a good time for the past 8th months. Laze around with minimal commitment. I am back to what I m used to do.
Leaving this bunch of good people is not easy this time too.
Illy - super positive ; I hardly see her breaking down easily. She is good in handling her emotion rather than I am. Floating around her keeps me going. Girlish in her own way, matured in another way...one thing for sure
her mom brought her up very well. Never to make her partner in crime...big time failure. Her policy of honesty as yet to fail the situation. Her girlish imagination at times bring me back to my younger days. Gonna miss this MY LADY.
Izzy - hmmm...what can I say.....among all the years working with various organization ; this one really has the ability to 'fight' me back. Her english are excellent enough to challenge me all the way. Not one day I go without having fun of conversation with her. Words of nice, sweet and humble does now has a different meaning to me. Life can never be the same again. I will miss my 'arguement' with her thats for sure. No one yet this far can stand upright shoot me back in a fun way.
Lin - She's new...sweet ms goody two shoes. Her smile is the sweetest...her shyness and gentleness is almost at times what i want to have for myself.
Emma - Cute, petite and sweet girl. Her sense of humor ...unpredictable. She been a great buddy too.
Lina - Girlish, young and very family girl. Her sensitivity towards surrounding is rather amaze. Someone full of vision and know what she is doing.
These five person are my closes here in this company. Above all..I m going to exhale further...receiving emails of well wishes from all other colleague makes me feel warm hearted. I have a good place here in everyone book.
May our path crossed again in future.
Finally, things sort out accordingly though there are still one or two things pending. The major issue cleared. I have done my packing and transferring all action accordingly.
Saying goodbye is not easy. This is my shortest employment in history. I had a good time for the past 8th months. Laze around with minimal commitment. I am back to what I m used to do.
Leaving this bunch of good people is not easy this time too.
Illy - super positive ; I hardly see her breaking down easily. She is good in handling her emotion rather than I am. Floating around her keeps me going. Girlish in her own way, matured in another way...one thing for sure
her mom brought her up very well. Never to make her partner in crime...big time failure. Her policy of honesty as yet to fail the situation. Her girlish imagination at times bring me back to my younger days. Gonna miss this MY LADY.
Izzy - hmmm...what can I say.....among all the years working with various organization ; this one really has the ability to 'fight' me back. Her english are excellent enough to challenge me all the way. Not one day I go without having fun of conversation with her. Words of nice, sweet and humble does now has a different meaning to me. Life can never be the same again. I will miss my 'arguement' with her thats for sure. No one yet this far can stand upright shoot me back in a fun way.
Lin - She's new...sweet ms goody two shoes. Her smile is the sweetest...her shyness and gentleness is almost at times what i want to have for myself.
Emma - Cute, petite and sweet girl. Her sense of humor ...unpredictable. She been a great buddy too.
Lina - Girlish, young and very family girl. Her sensitivity towards surrounding is rather amaze. Someone full of vision and know what she is doing.
These five person are my closes here in this company. Above all..I m going to exhale further...receiving emails of well wishes from all other colleague makes me feel warm hearted. I have a good place here in everyone book.
May our path crossed again in future.
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