Talk---------------Softly
Walk----------------Humbly
Eat-------------------Sensibly
Breathe--------------------Deeply
Sleep----------------------Sufficiently
Dress---------------------------Smartly
Act-------------------------------Fearlessly
Work---------------------------------Patiently
Think-----------------------------------Truthfully
Believe------------------------------------Correctly
Behave-----------------------------------------Decently
Learn---------------------------------------------Practically
Plan-----------------------------------------------------Orderly
Earn----------------------------------------------------------Honestly
Save----------------------------------------------------------Regularly
Spend----------------------------------------------------------Intelligently
Love----------------------------------------------------------Passionately
Just because you're ready to receive forgiveness for your transgressions, does not mean that others are ready to forgive you. Be patient; remain prayerful and God will work it out in His own time. When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy'. They told me I didn't understand the assignment, and I told them they didn't understand life.
Manic ! Freaky Friday
Got up with full of spirit today. Arrive at work; short of staff on the operation floor today. Me and Aidan the new baby on board help to assist where we can.
Since the Heathrow shut down due to blizzard, it creates phenomenal chaos around the world. Our concierge floor has become lost & found department. Luggage went missing, delay and so on. Its like walking down memory lane for me. Been a while since I dealt with these personnel.
According MH Lost & Found department ; they themselves have been 'super busy'. I guess its part of the holiday season as well. Some companies are half day today, since Christmas fall on Saturday.
My boss Brian is away since morning to MH for meeting, still not in yet. Left Erma alone to mend the floor with Jay for the BMW Mobile Care.
I m honestly enjoy the day though its busy, good opportunity for me to feel what is it like to be on the job. My training for two new skillset also postponed till Monday 27th. Hope I will manage to complete it. Overall my office is quiet today.
Ms Joanne Wong - stand in OM from Singapore belanja us Nonya Kuih today....eat and eat and eat again. Its like to die for !...yummy ! Joanne will off to London for 3 months. She's being promoted to Operations Manager, undergo training before taking up the sit in Singapore alarms centre.
Received an email from Dalia in Syria. She said, it snow pretty good in Damascus this year. Its fun to walk along the shops and streets...how I envy that. She plan a cosy Christmas party with friends. Lucky for her, the boyfriend has not left yet for the new job in Dubai. Otherwise it will be lonely Christmas.
Dalia also mentioned about a concert recently in Damascus by Bryan Adams...I went for Bryan Adams like ages ago when he came down to Malaysia...hmmm time passed and am old... :)
My list of things to do still a bee line...I m excited !..still unable to decide of what to do for Shan's birthday. I've called up Prego Restaurant in Westin today. Guess what ?..the Brunch rate is now MYR298++ per person..damm it !...it was only MYR110++ when it first started. Sigh ! I dine for Brunch with Dev Anand then...the good old day...miss that though ..right Dev san ?
Dev bought me perfume for my birthday...Christian Dior...gonna see him next Tuesday...excited !
Since the Heathrow shut down due to blizzard, it creates phenomenal chaos around the world. Our concierge floor has become lost & found department. Luggage went missing, delay and so on. Its like walking down memory lane for me. Been a while since I dealt with these personnel.
According MH Lost & Found department ; they themselves have been 'super busy'. I guess its part of the holiday season as well. Some companies are half day today, since Christmas fall on Saturday.
My boss Brian is away since morning to MH for meeting, still not in yet. Left Erma alone to mend the floor with Jay for the BMW Mobile Care.
I m honestly enjoy the day though its busy, good opportunity for me to feel what is it like to be on the job. My training for two new skillset also postponed till Monday 27th. Hope I will manage to complete it. Overall my office is quiet today.
Ms Joanne Wong - stand in OM from Singapore belanja us Nonya Kuih today....eat and eat and eat again. Its like to die for !...yummy ! Joanne will off to London for 3 months. She's being promoted to Operations Manager, undergo training before taking up the sit in Singapore alarms centre.
Received an email from Dalia in Syria. She said, it snow pretty good in Damascus this year. Its fun to walk along the shops and streets...how I envy that. She plan a cosy Christmas party with friends. Lucky for her, the boyfriend has not left yet for the new job in Dubai. Otherwise it will be lonely Christmas.
Dalia also mentioned about a concert recently in Damascus by Bryan Adams...I went for Bryan Adams like ages ago when he came down to Malaysia...hmmm time passed and am old... :)
My list of things to do still a bee line...I m excited !..still unable to decide of what to do for Shan's birthday. I've called up Prego Restaurant in Westin today. Guess what ?..the Brunch rate is now MYR298++ per person..damm it !...it was only MYR110++ when it first started. Sigh ! I dine for Brunch with Dev Anand then...the good old day...miss that though ..right Dev san ?
Dev bought me perfume for my birthday...Christian Dior...gonna see him next Tuesday...excited !
On the first day of Christmas my true love send to me.......
finally its over !....big fat luncheon with turkey, black paper lamb, sesame chicken, roasted veggies, bread pudding...finger licking good !...
The caroling competition ; my team got 2nd place. We sang Rudolph The Red-nose Reindeer...instead of our own version for 12 Days for Christmas. It was fun. Joanna's group - PEOPLE won the competition. They are very cute and creative. Even my team - INNOVATION go extra mile to wear red shirt and black pants...decorates our self with funky hats.
back on the job after lunch ; I've made a call to one of the limousine company in USA. Had a light chat with the call centre person ; she is based in Denver. Apparently snow falls there were great not like some part of the world. I've activated couple of travel insurance to London these few days. Hope all went well.
Its passed 6pm, am waiting for Shan to pick me up. I m dead tired too. Great day above all ; my crazy boss Brian is a good entertainer....laugh my lung out all the time..plus all those crazy CSEs we have..this operation floor ROCKS!!
The caroling competition ; my team got 2nd place. We sang Rudolph The Red-nose Reindeer...instead of our own version for 12 Days for Christmas. It was fun. Joanna's group - PEOPLE won the competition. They are very cute and creative. Even my team - INNOVATION go extra mile to wear red shirt and black pants...decorates our self with funky hats.
back on the job after lunch ; I've made a call to one of the limousine company in USA. Had a light chat with the call centre person ; she is based in Denver. Apparently snow falls there were great not like some part of the world. I've activated couple of travel insurance to London these few days. Hope all went well.
Its passed 6pm, am waiting for Shan to pick me up. I m dead tired too. Great day above all ; my crazy boss Brian is a good entertainer....laugh my lung out all the time..plus all those crazy CSEs we have..this operation floor ROCKS!!
Twelve days to the Rabbit
As fourth in the cycle of the 12 animals representing each Chinese New Year, the rabbit is a symbol of endurance according to Chinese mythology
I like that word endurance. The least I know what I m getting into. Lately am such a believer of 'energy' and taking counts on the important aspect of surrounding. Although my religious believe is not being affected in any way, I tend to feel the aura or 'energy' surrounding me. I re arrange my bedroom, keep the house double clean than usual. Make my present around the house frequent than usual. It feels good to have a sanctuary. Home sweet Home !
I just finished flipping through December edition of Marie Claire. I just love this mag. Its awesome ! One of the article read ; 40 crazy things to do before NYE. Its pretty fun and bold.
Glanced through my 2010 'Wish List'....I must say ; am blessed to have at least 70% of the list has been materialised. A pat on my back man !...I just love it. And am grateful of course..
My new 2011 Wish list is already a bee line, with minimum to carry forward from 2010. The back log, just need a rescheduled...all should be in order. Hmm..need to have contingency wish list and always be prepare for the worst and give out my best !
First thing first...in the morning I m gonna pull that bathroom scale out. Its time to watch over my waist line again. Its the failure from 2010...am not gonna fail again.
On a quest to start a new life, you will face a lot of challenges and uphill battles that will try to bring you down. Fears will arise that will make you stumble and the only way to stop them is to face them! As a friend, I would like you to know life will knock us down but we can choose to get back up. Remember - Always be strong… Root that in your heart.
I like that word endurance. The least I know what I m getting into. Lately am such a believer of 'energy' and taking counts on the important aspect of surrounding. Although my religious believe is not being affected in any way, I tend to feel the aura or 'energy' surrounding me. I re arrange my bedroom, keep the house double clean than usual. Make my present around the house frequent than usual. It feels good to have a sanctuary. Home sweet Home !
I just finished flipping through December edition of Marie Claire. I just love this mag. Its awesome ! One of the article read ; 40 crazy things to do before NYE. Its pretty fun and bold.
Glanced through my 2010 'Wish List'....I must say ; am blessed to have at least 70% of the list has been materialised. A pat on my back man !...I just love it. And am grateful of course..
My new 2011 Wish list is already a bee line, with minimum to carry forward from 2010. The back log, just need a rescheduled...all should be in order. Hmm..need to have contingency wish list and always be prepare for the worst and give out my best !
First thing first...in the morning I m gonna pull that bathroom scale out. Its time to watch over my waist line again. Its the failure from 2010...am not gonna fail again.
On a quest to start a new life, you will face a lot of challenges and uphill battles that will try to bring you down. Fears will arise that will make you stumble and the only way to stop them is to face them! As a friend, I would like you to know life will knock us down but we can choose to get back up. Remember - Always be strong… Root that in your heart.
Ho ! Ho ! Ho !
Things are going smoothly, good and according to my wish. My sister Anne drop by couple of days back. I think moving forward I want to make a point to have lunch with my two sisters at least once a month. Just gather around
and chit chat...we are growing and aging...time passed awaits no one.
We definitely unable to catch back whats gone but we can improve for the future. I am bless with lots of thing. Thankful for everything. No matter what is the situation..nothing has beat grave time !
I had a deep talk with Kakak two days ago...sharing with her. It makes me feel good to be able to spread around the positiveness. I told her to start reading back. Improve her lifestyle. Who knows should the opportunity comes, she might be on the job again. All hard work over the years will go to waste if we just stop and let time passed.
Me and my best friend...well, we have our differences. I just hope and pray things will get smooth for her and soon to realize how much she has wasted her life on someone that's not worth a single cent ! I m not having an angel either but he is not a devil from the 7th level that's for sure. We grew apart in a way because there is so little to talk about. Her biggest worry is her heart and mind are not working together. She is constantly following her heart. I do love her still as a good friend, until she help herself there is nothing I can do about it.
Three things in life that may never be lost : Peace, Hope & Honesty
Three things in life that once gone never to come back : Time, Words & Opportunity
Three things in life that are more valuable : Love, Self-confidence & Friends
Three things in life that are never certain : Dreams, Success & Fortune
Three things in life that make a man / woman : Hardwork, sincerity & Commitment
Three things in life that can destroy a man/woman : Alcohol, Pride & Anger
Three things in life that once lost, hard to build up : Respect, Trust & Friends
Three things in life that never fail : True Love, Determination & Belief
Abah, Mak, Adik Ayin, Yan and Baby Danny !
Took leave on Monday the 6th December 2010. I went back to visit my parent on Saturday...stayed over till Tuesday. Its raining cats and dogs..but Its was rather good sign….staying around beach area…scorching sun ! The day I arrived it was raining till the next morning. Nice to sleep.
Everyone at home is fine and I can’t wait to play with Danny. He observed me and Shan for a while …the next day he came to us already.
On Sunday morning, we hit to the beach. Since it rain the day before…the wave was rather high…we proceed nonetheless…had fun ! We were swept off to the shore. Giggle and laugh…we played about 30 mins and return home.
Electricity were out at about 2pm till 5pm…lucky us its landed property…we laze around at the verandah….windy. Had a good chat with my parent and sister. Talked about things that happen around us..my new workplace...all those good and bad years.
I like the way my parents brought us up..and the way their mindset. My father especially..his mind and vision always 10 steps ahead of current thinking. My parents aged gracefully...little worry and spend their daily routine with no serious obstacles.
He planned to expand his bedroom; more spacious. As the current rooms now are only 4 which each of us occupy when we return. I told Shan...moving forward..if we still have to stay in separate rooms when visiting my parents..i rather come back alone. He grinned and said NOTED !...we laugh..
The rest of days were just relax and unwind. Hit back to KL on Tuesday.
I m currently in the office...awaits my lunch with Joanna at 2pm. My boss Brian Ong cracking jokes...had fun. Hope the day ends smoothly. I am still on training...lots more skill set to be learned. Am taking one step at a time.
It is in the stillness, in the silence, that the word of God is to be
heard. There is no better avenue of approach to this Word than through
stillness, through silence. It is to be heard there as it is - in that
unself-consciousness, for when one is aware of nothing, that word is
imparted to him and clearly revealed.
Everyone at home is fine and I can’t wait to play with Danny. He observed me and Shan for a while …the next day he came to us already.
On Sunday morning, we hit to the beach. Since it rain the day before…the wave was rather high…we proceed nonetheless…had fun ! We were swept off to the shore. Giggle and laugh…we played about 30 mins and return home.
Electricity were out at about 2pm till 5pm…lucky us its landed property…we laze around at the verandah….windy. Had a good chat with my parent and sister. Talked about things that happen around us..my new workplace...all those good and bad years.
I like the way my parents brought us up..and the way their mindset. My father especially..his mind and vision always 10 steps ahead of current thinking. My parents aged gracefully...little worry and spend their daily routine with no serious obstacles.
He planned to expand his bedroom; more spacious. As the current rooms now are only 4 which each of us occupy when we return. I told Shan...moving forward..if we still have to stay in separate rooms when visiting my parents..i rather come back alone. He grinned and said NOTED !...we laugh..
The rest of days were just relax and unwind. Hit back to KL on Tuesday.
I m currently in the office...awaits my lunch with Joanna at 2pm. My boss Brian Ong cracking jokes...had fun. Hope the day ends smoothly. I am still on training...lots more skill set to be learned. Am taking one step at a time.
It is in the stillness, in the silence, that the word of God is to be
heard. There is no better avenue of approach to this Word than through
stillness, through silence. It is to be heard there as it is - in that
unself-consciousness, for when one is aware of nothing, that word is
imparted to him and clearly revealed.
Leaf, mercy, wind and Love !
A leaf which falls from the tree is at the mercy of wind
it goes wherever wind takes it..
be the wind to drive others
not the leaf to be driven by others.
Character is like a tree and reputation like a shadow
The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing.
Remember always that you not only have the right to be an individual
you also have an obligation to be one.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything.
They just make the most of everything, that comes along their way.
In life LOVE is never planned nor
does it happen for a reason.
But when LOVE is real,
It becomes your PLAN for life
and your reason for living.
Progress has little to do with the speed,
But much to do with direction.
So alwayz concentrate on your direction,
Not on the speed
it goes wherever wind takes it..
be the wind to drive others
not the leaf to be driven by others.
Character is like a tree and reputation like a shadow
The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing.
Remember always that you not only have the right to be an individual
you also have an obligation to be one.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything.
They just make the most of everything, that comes along their way.
In life LOVE is never planned nor
does it happen for a reason.
But when LOVE is real,
It becomes your PLAN for life
and your reason for living.
Progress has little to do with the speed,
But much to do with direction.
So alwayz concentrate on your direction,
Not on the speed
See No Evil ! Speak No Evil ! Talk No Evil !
The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.
I wish to share an incident that happen right in front of my eyes…it took place several weeks ago. I have not found the correct words to digest and reveal it.
On the eve on diwali, me and my best friend with her sister had lunch at one of the stall near Pekeliling bus station. The food was delicious. Upon arrival, there was a blind man..young in his early 20s..seated and ready to have his lunch. We watch with sympathy and I had a small taught to pay for that lunch later. He finished up and request for an assistant since he need to washed his hand….the stall worker hurry up to assist ; out of the blue the owner of the stall just commented that…’blind as you are..no need to take advantage..washed it your own can or not ?!!!”….all of us there got shock !...what on earth is this elderly stall owner is thinking ?..that man is blind for god sake !...he continue to scold him…”I know that u are blind but no need to take advantage like this..requesting people to wash your hand !”
Honestly at this point, my stomach dry. My plate of lunch suddenly taste from hell...its so sinful...I m unable to digest anymore.
This blind man then reply…”why is that dear sir, you said such a thing to me…I only request for an assistance. I m not even asking this meal for free…am paying for it.” The owner responded….”no need to pay..someone already paid for you”…..my heart sank deep !
….he said
..may one day you see the world through my eyes…all those that God given ..often human always forget to be greatful…..I maybe disable…but I am glad I don’t have your heart….now I know why my eyes is blind…so I don’t have to see a human like you….
he walked away.
I pull a deep breath and said to my friend….how could the owner behave such. We are the one with no disability…no impairment or deformity…saying such words to a disable person. We no need to bring ourselves down to his level…his path already tough enough. I wonder who is actually born with disability.
This is just one of those I've witness. At times during our meal..often we being approached by beggar..blind person ...give them a dollar and off they go. I was asked by a friend once..she question me why did i support it cause its a fraud. I said...a dollar from my purse won't make me poor. I give out of sympathy and sincere. If its a fraud or syndicate...let she/he deal with HIM up there...just a dollar won't drain my purse..I've got nothing to lose...
My own pet brother ; the notorious human ..wasted his life as if he got another spare one if he loses this one. Drugs, women, alcohol..name it...but above all..deep inside him...is the most humble and loving man I ever know. I was having tea with him one evening...usual scenario ; a blind person approached...I gave a dollar..
my pet brother then asked him...have he eaten or if he wish to have a drink ? Quickly he accepted...thereafter he came back to us and thank us. This blind man words still stuck to my mind till today....he said to my pet brother....many may not like you cause the way your life is ; my dear brother...may god bless your kindness with thousand blessing...I have nothing to offer rather than a sincere thank you...a glass of that water...mean more than dollar and cent
All I did at that point was gently wipe my teary eyes. Who are we to judge one another...who are we to questioned HIS creation..and what have we learned from one another and have we given our level best to this life ?
Or are we still busy looking for what we don't have till we forget about what we have ?...
I wish to share an incident that happen right in front of my eyes…it took place several weeks ago. I have not found the correct words to digest and reveal it.
On the eve on diwali, me and my best friend with her sister had lunch at one of the stall near Pekeliling bus station. The food was delicious. Upon arrival, there was a blind man..young in his early 20s..seated and ready to have his lunch. We watch with sympathy and I had a small taught to pay for that lunch later. He finished up and request for an assistant since he need to washed his hand….the stall worker hurry up to assist ; out of the blue the owner of the stall just commented that…’blind as you are..no need to take advantage..washed it your own can or not ?!!!”….all of us there got shock !...what on earth is this elderly stall owner is thinking ?..that man is blind for god sake !...he continue to scold him…”I know that u are blind but no need to take advantage like this..requesting people to wash your hand !”
Honestly at this point, my stomach dry. My plate of lunch suddenly taste from hell...its so sinful...I m unable to digest anymore.
This blind man then reply…”why is that dear sir, you said such a thing to me…I only request for an assistance. I m not even asking this meal for free…am paying for it.” The owner responded….”no need to pay..someone already paid for you”…..my heart sank deep !
….he said
..may one day you see the world through my eyes…all those that God given ..often human always forget to be greatful…..I maybe disable…but I am glad I don’t have your heart….now I know why my eyes is blind…so I don’t have to see a human like you….
he walked away.
I pull a deep breath and said to my friend….how could the owner behave such. We are the one with no disability…no impairment or deformity…saying such words to a disable person. We no need to bring ourselves down to his level…his path already tough enough. I wonder who is actually born with disability.
This is just one of those I've witness. At times during our meal..often we being approached by beggar..blind person ...give them a dollar and off they go. I was asked by a friend once..she question me why did i support it cause its a fraud. I said...a dollar from my purse won't make me poor. I give out of sympathy and sincere. If its a fraud or syndicate...let she/he deal with HIM up there...just a dollar won't drain my purse..I've got nothing to lose...
My own pet brother ; the notorious human ..wasted his life as if he got another spare one if he loses this one. Drugs, women, alcohol..name it...but above all..deep inside him...is the most humble and loving man I ever know. I was having tea with him one evening...usual scenario ; a blind person approached...I gave a dollar..
my pet brother then asked him...have he eaten or if he wish to have a drink ? Quickly he accepted...thereafter he came back to us and thank us. This blind man words still stuck to my mind till today....he said to my pet brother....many may not like you cause the way your life is ; my dear brother...may god bless your kindness with thousand blessing...I have nothing to offer rather than a sincere thank you...a glass of that water...mean more than dollar and cent
All I did at that point was gently wipe my teary eyes. Who are we to judge one another...who are we to questioned HIS creation..and what have we learned from one another and have we given our level best to this life ?
Or are we still busy looking for what we don't have till we forget about what we have ?...
Nerine
its Friday again....am hanging around in the office waiting for Shan to arrive. Its was an awesome week, still training for new skillset - insurance. I hope I will manage.
Will be release to the operation floor next week. Had fun too, laughing my lung out. One of our Sales team, suffer from hick-ups ; to make it worst, he is schedule for two meeting with clients! we had a good laugh and asked him to try all sort of remedies to ease the hick up away..my boss can be a good teaser...am teary eyes now...laughing so hard...
this week on Wednesday, we had fire drill...god heavens !...leg pain till today..
This weekend is gonna be an awesome one too I hope. Plan to cook some Italian dish..Kakak is firm to put her feet to rest...hmmm. I was thinking to blend in with some mash potato too...since everyone loves potato's.
I've booked and confirmed Harry Porter movie on Saturday. A night out with Shan, dinner and movie. Plan to return to my parents by early next month too.
something to share.......
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."
"I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."
Then, Love saw Happiness.
Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
Will be release to the operation floor next week. Had fun too, laughing my lung out. One of our Sales team, suffer from hick-ups ; to make it worst, he is schedule for two meeting with clients! we had a good laugh and asked him to try all sort of remedies to ease the hick up away..my boss can be a good teaser...am teary eyes now...laughing so hard...
this week on Wednesday, we had fire drill...god heavens !...leg pain till today..
This weekend is gonna be an awesome one too I hope. Plan to cook some Italian dish..Kakak is firm to put her feet to rest...hmmm. I was thinking to blend in with some mash potato too...since everyone loves potato's.
I've booked and confirmed Harry Porter movie on Saturday. A night out with Shan, dinner and movie. Plan to return to my parents by early next month too.
something to share.......
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."
"I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."
Then, Love saw Happiness.
Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
Daisy Wheel !
A good way to change someones attitude is to change your own.
Because, the same sun that melts butter, also hardens clay!
Life is as we think, so think beautifully
Smooth journey....with of course gazillion of pending actions on my wish list. One is going down the drain...that's my morning workout. I m still divided about it.
Not motivated about it at all. Pitty Reint...I am so guilty at charge ! Got to find time to straight things up with him. I m not in the state of mind
to continue it at this point of time...
Work wise all are in place. Things fall into places accordingly. I m schedule to be release to my OM on 22nd November 2010 for another week of training. Then I will be given a skill set of answering protocol...thereafter...on the job. My shift most probably will start in January 2011. I had good time during my buddy session for the past two days. Today we are down by one person. My OM is not well...service level drop like hell !...I wish I can assist but still unable to pick-up call.
I received call last night from one of my dear friend..she need to let go her frustration about another colleague of her. Handling person with attitude problem like negative mind set is definitely a challenged. This dear friend of mind is well known of her role who like to be "Mrs Santa Claus". Her heart is too good at time...her intention is always good but then again, there is a limit to everything. This is not the first time she encounter problem with her colleague. I told her to be more self loving and its ok to be a bit selfish at times.
Weekend is approaching...all I want to do is just to sleep like a dog...laze around in the sun ...wake up late etc etc....
Thats the wish....even its does not happen..still I will have a good time ..thats a definite !..
Its now 3 minutes passed 7pm. Shan is still not here yet..its Friday ; traffic can be a nightmare. I m tired..mentally tired but remain positive.
Dinner with my lover ..hope to chase the tiredness away.
Because, the same sun that melts butter, also hardens clay!
Life is as we think, so think beautifully
Smooth journey....with of course gazillion of pending actions on my wish list. One is going down the drain...that's my morning workout. I m still divided about it.
Not motivated about it at all. Pitty Reint...I am so guilty at charge ! Got to find time to straight things up with him. I m not in the state of mind
to continue it at this point of time...
Work wise all are in place. Things fall into places accordingly. I m schedule to be release to my OM on 22nd November 2010 for another week of training. Then I will be given a skill set of answering protocol...thereafter...on the job. My shift most probably will start in January 2011. I had good time during my buddy session for the past two days. Today we are down by one person. My OM is not well...service level drop like hell !...I wish I can assist but still unable to pick-up call.
I received call last night from one of my dear friend..she need to let go her frustration about another colleague of her. Handling person with attitude problem like negative mind set is definitely a challenged. This dear friend of mind is well known of her role who like to be "Mrs Santa Claus". Her heart is too good at time...her intention is always good but then again, there is a limit to everything. This is not the first time she encounter problem with her colleague. I told her to be more self loving and its ok to be a bit selfish at times.
Weekend is approaching...all I want to do is just to sleep like a dog...laze around in the sun ...wake up late etc etc....
Thats the wish....even its does not happen..still I will have a good time ..thats a definite !..
Its now 3 minutes passed 7pm. Shan is still not here yet..its Friday ; traffic can be a nightmare. I m tired..mentally tired but remain positive.
Dinner with my lover ..hope to chase the tiredness away.
I follow the Moskva down to Gorky Park.....
continue.....
someone said this to me ;
"All of us have lesson we refuse to learn. But God is going to keep throwing us into sticky situations until we grow up and deal with it !"
Went to visit Sean today...since the new baby born. He is just marvelous !..look more like Sean himself. Over the years of knowing Sean..as much he pampered me or rather admired me a lot...there is always sense of respect and 'fear' of him. Looking at him being a father..just sort like 'tame' the lion in him. Wish and pray all will go well for him. Sean is just excited...including Jany and Kakak of course. Janu teased Sean before we left...the baby have nose shape like mine. He grinned broadly. How wonderful it would be if the baby belong to Janu itself.
This year of 2010, there is so much of changes happened. Each of those in my circle including me are experiencing the changes in our path. Through pain, sorrow, happy and joy...each of it gives a different meaning. Most of it straighten our friendship. Its up to the limit most of the time. One thing for sure, no matter what, when we are at the end of the rope, we tie a knot and hang in there.
few days after diwali ; me and shan had kinda heart to heart talk. We walked back in time and peep into the future too. He himself too having changes in his path...for sure the next time he feel like to wind about his life ; take a second thought...the person he very much in love now is one tough lioness..
am reading a book title The Other Side of MAHATHIR....very interesting I must say. I got quite a few collection of books from my soon ex-boss. She is schedule to be transferred to Hong Kong soon. A good carrier change and development. Hope my turn comes soon. She brought over 3 boxes to the office...I greedily grab as much I can....look a bit pathetic yes..but I can't help it !..I love books...love to read !
My buddy Dev Anand should by now be in Germany again. Envy him at times..the ability to travel. I missed travelling so much. Nowadays I do often feel like a tabby ; seeking comfort on owns home. I do hope chances will passed me soon....though the question at times arise will I take the opportunity this time ?...my heart and mind better speak the same language...
Had a chat with another of my close person from Penang...tough time for him. A very tough one. Each of us have our own time and moment. I passed mine...and I knew there shall be others coming. Just matter of time. No other words of comfort that I can offer rather than...hang in there man !....tie that rope and hang in there...
Its important to me to share with all those who are close to my heart...value of what you have..look at what you have instead of what you don't have. Don't limit our self from moving forward...there are things to let go when time comes....
Lazy afternoon thereafter ; doze of for a while then dinner with my lover.
Called my mom..both my sister are at home. Am not going anywhere for Hari Raya which is next Wednesday. No leave unfortunately. My next visit home is plan to be in December ...if the monsoon does not stop it.
My training scheduled to finish by 20th this month. Like a blink its ending of 2010...things are moving positively with a little polish needed on my attitude towards moving things forward of course.
Anyone can be passionate,
but it takes real lovers to be silly.
Love is the magician that pulls man out of his own hat.
Love is like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies.
Passion makes the world go round.
Love just makes it a safer place.
someone said this to me ;
"All of us have lesson we refuse to learn. But God is going to keep throwing us into sticky situations until we grow up and deal with it !"
Went to visit Sean today...since the new baby born. He is just marvelous !..look more like Sean himself. Over the years of knowing Sean..as much he pampered me or rather admired me a lot...there is always sense of respect and 'fear' of him. Looking at him being a father..just sort like 'tame' the lion in him. Wish and pray all will go well for him. Sean is just excited...including Jany and Kakak of course. Janu teased Sean before we left...the baby have nose shape like mine. He grinned broadly. How wonderful it would be if the baby belong to Janu itself.
This year of 2010, there is so much of changes happened. Each of those in my circle including me are experiencing the changes in our path. Through pain, sorrow, happy and joy...each of it gives a different meaning. Most of it straighten our friendship. Its up to the limit most of the time. One thing for sure, no matter what, when we are at the end of the rope, we tie a knot and hang in there.
few days after diwali ; me and shan had kinda heart to heart talk. We walked back in time and peep into the future too. He himself too having changes in his path...for sure the next time he feel like to wind about his life ; take a second thought...the person he very much in love now is one tough lioness..
am reading a book title The Other Side of MAHATHIR....very interesting I must say. I got quite a few collection of books from my soon ex-boss. She is schedule to be transferred to Hong Kong soon. A good carrier change and development. Hope my turn comes soon. She brought over 3 boxes to the office...I greedily grab as much I can....look a bit pathetic yes..but I can't help it !..I love books...love to read !
My buddy Dev Anand should by now be in Germany again. Envy him at times..the ability to travel. I missed travelling so much. Nowadays I do often feel like a tabby ; seeking comfort on owns home. I do hope chances will passed me soon....though the question at times arise will I take the opportunity this time ?...my heart and mind better speak the same language...
Had a chat with another of my close person from Penang...tough time for him. A very tough one. Each of us have our own time and moment. I passed mine...and I knew there shall be others coming. Just matter of time. No other words of comfort that I can offer rather than...hang in there man !....tie that rope and hang in there...
Its important to me to share with all those who are close to my heart...value of what you have..look at what you have instead of what you don't have. Don't limit our self from moving forward...there are things to let go when time comes....
Lazy afternoon thereafter ; doze of for a while then dinner with my lover.
Called my mom..both my sister are at home. Am not going anywhere for Hari Raya which is next Wednesday. No leave unfortunately. My next visit home is plan to be in December ...if the monsoon does not stop it.
My training scheduled to finish by 20th this month. Like a blink its ending of 2010...things are moving positively with a little polish needed on my attitude towards moving things forward of course.
Anyone can be passionate,
but it takes real lovers to be silly.
Love is the magician that pulls man out of his own hat.
Love is like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies.
Passion makes the world go round.
Love just makes it a safer place.
Room in Your Heart......
It's dark and cold tonight
I'm walkin' all alone
And one step at a time
I'm gettin closer
I know she's hard to find
Instinctively I try
To take the path of love
Into the night
There would be no reason
If you really didn't care
There would be no reason for love
The door is open wide
Is anybody there
I know this must be the room in your heart
I really don't know why
But it's so easy to breathe
I know this must be the
Room in your heart
No answers, questioning
No one's been here before
I am the first to see
The light on your door
If I can hold you now
I wouldn't disagree
If there are no walls protecting me
There would be no reason
If you really didn't care
There would be no reason
For love
I can feel it
I can feel it
I can feel the love that's surrounding me
Coming in and out of you
Won't you show me the way
Peek A Boo !
I was unable to update this site for two weeks....system error. I m dying to share so many things. Diwali has ended and now looking forward for Christmas.
My mummy has comeback from India. Got to visit her soon ; been a while since I m there.
Me and Shan are going superb !...wonderfully in love....can't get enough of him...hopefully things will move very positive for us. Being in love this much at times make me feel a litle childish...but can't help....the love is in the air.
to be continue.....
My mummy has comeback from India. Got to visit her soon ; been a while since I m there.
Me and Shan are going superb !...wonderfully in love....can't get enough of him...hopefully things will move very positive for us. Being in love this much at times make me feel a litle childish...but can't help....the love is in the air.
to be continue.....
Happy Halloween 2010 !
By pumpkin's fat and witches lean..
By coal black cat with eyes of green
By all the magic ever seen..
I wish you luck this HALLOWEEN ....
By coal black cat with eyes of green
By all the magic ever seen..
I wish you luck this HALLOWEEN ....
A Sip From A Devil's Cup !
Another week passed. Its my third week here in this new company. Everything fall into places as I expect it to be. Still adjusting to the new environment and the upcoming commitment. I'm mentally exhausted with all the input of corporate procedures and quality management expectations. Nonetheless I keep it positive.
Today's classroom training was the most interesting one. Learning about medical term...and I know now why I am not into medical expertise...beside the long years of education then on the job training ...then only the segregation of which field should be your area of expertise. Sounds fancy aye !...me a Neurologist or Oncologist or even Otorhinolaryngologist. I rather be a lawyer instead...since am a chatter box.
Love life still on the fantastic level ; we handle each other at our worst to taste the sweetness of our best. Its too sweet at times, I am hyper from the sugar rush....he ability to mend me ; that's something to be admired to though. I had a chat with my ex boyfriend just the other day....I said...my lover is still struggling to mend me..as I have an attitude as you know. He rolled his eyes..."geez, its like you recently discovered that you had an attitude". we break into laughter then..
My friendship circle has expanded, I am happy with that too. But sadly the 'guardian angel circle' has take a huge twist. Our bond are tested again with huge 'cyclone'. Long lost friend of my dear dear friend that came along few weeks ago turn out to be a mole. She has jeopardise the ultimate bond that has been build more than 10 years.
Too many words flying around ; my goodwill support has turn it worst against me, resulting I have to justify myself to both my dear friend and her sister. Its damn painful thing to do honestly. My heart sunken deep. I can't afford to lose this family. We have come a long long way together. One mole in the group really had tested our level of trust this time. Though I am so tactful in my conversation with this idiot, still she manage to manipulate the whole scene. I m not so good in holding my temper. She has no idea who she mess with I guess...holding back my itch not to spank or tear her apart.
After my self justification and ignoring all possible conversation with this mole ; I finally received one message via my mobile..this mole threat to end her life. I can't turn back though. As cruel as it is, after confrontation and clarification which this mole unable to justify herself. My dear friend has decided to make her leave the house this night itself. Enough is enough, should this mole decide to proceed with her intention, me and my friend will end up have to deal with the law again. God !..I m not gonna walk on that path man !
I told my dear friend..the next time if she decide to collect anyone from the street, please please please notify me first at least. Her empathy had impact this circle severely.
Hard lesson learned this time...hard hard lesson. I am still wide awake till now. Few hours ago I just help my dear friend to throw someone out of the house to a street. Its a cruel thing to do...but what choice does we have? Too many things happen among our own life itself ..with this kind of add on problem ...it really has impact our mental state. I had the same experience with my own housemate many years ago. A nosy bitch that cannot keep her mouth shut....one month notice ; get the hell out of my house.
Life goes on no matter what....this is the second time my friendship state with Janu has be tested. I am not easy to trust anyone...still it hit me at the point where I am very much predicted. There shall be no other person ever ever ever again between me and Janu ; thats a promise we made this time. No one....I love this woman too much to lose her...same does she to me....
against all odd...what does not kill us makes us stronger !....sincerity and honesty ...these two had safe our friendship today...
Today's classroom training was the most interesting one. Learning about medical term...and I know now why I am not into medical expertise...beside the long years of education then on the job training ...then only the segregation of which field should be your area of expertise. Sounds fancy aye !...me a Neurologist or Oncologist or even Otorhinolaryngologist. I rather be a lawyer instead...since am a chatter box.
Love life still on the fantastic level ; we handle each other at our worst to taste the sweetness of our best. Its too sweet at times, I am hyper from the sugar rush....he ability to mend me ; that's something to be admired to though. I had a chat with my ex boyfriend just the other day....I said...my lover is still struggling to mend me..as I have an attitude as you know. He rolled his eyes..."geez, its like you recently discovered that you had an attitude". we break into laughter then..
My friendship circle has expanded, I am happy with that too. But sadly the 'guardian angel circle' has take a huge twist. Our bond are tested again with huge 'cyclone'. Long lost friend of my dear dear friend that came along few weeks ago turn out to be a mole. She has jeopardise the ultimate bond that has been build more than 10 years.
Too many words flying around ; my goodwill support has turn it worst against me, resulting I have to justify myself to both my dear friend and her sister. Its damn painful thing to do honestly. My heart sunken deep. I can't afford to lose this family. We have come a long long way together. One mole in the group really had tested our level of trust this time. Though I am so tactful in my conversation with this idiot, still she manage to manipulate the whole scene. I m not so good in holding my temper. She has no idea who she mess with I guess...holding back my itch not to spank or tear her apart.
After my self justification and ignoring all possible conversation with this mole ; I finally received one message via my mobile..this mole threat to end her life. I can't turn back though. As cruel as it is, after confrontation and clarification which this mole unable to justify herself. My dear friend has decided to make her leave the house this night itself. Enough is enough, should this mole decide to proceed with her intention, me and my friend will end up have to deal with the law again. God !..I m not gonna walk on that path man !
I told my dear friend..the next time if she decide to collect anyone from the street, please please please notify me first at least. Her empathy had impact this circle severely.
Hard lesson learned this time...hard hard lesson. I am still wide awake till now. Few hours ago I just help my dear friend to throw someone out of the house to a street. Its a cruel thing to do...but what choice does we have? Too many things happen among our own life itself ..with this kind of add on problem ...it really has impact our mental state. I had the same experience with my own housemate many years ago. A nosy bitch that cannot keep her mouth shut....one month notice ; get the hell out of my house.
Life goes on no matter what....this is the second time my friendship state with Janu has be tested. I am not easy to trust anyone...still it hit me at the point where I am very much predicted. There shall be no other person ever ever ever again between me and Janu ; thats a promise we made this time. No one....I love this woman too much to lose her...same does she to me....
against all odd...what does not kill us makes us stronger !....sincerity and honesty ...these two had safe our friendship today...
stubborn sweetheart...that's me
two weeks passed ; am getting more and more excited with the positive flows that happen now in my life. Though still tons of things to be done along the way ; i m taking one step at a time... :)
Wednesday 13th October 2010, I was invited by our Coordinating Doctor to enjoy the MPO (Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra) in KLCC. Zainal Abidin performed ; was a very enjoyable evening. It has been ages since I last step into the Dewan Philharmonik Petronas...its good to be back.
The rest of days remain calm and relax. I fell ill too in between the days. Adjusting and getting familiar with surroundings including the idea of leaving the house by 6.45am to catch the bus then train to get to work.
I miss my dear Illy so much....so so much..:) its good to hear from her...wanna arrange a day out again...god knows why i miss her so much..:)
Love life is great too. Couldn't be more bless at times...the best is...don't even try to change a person..made an effort to move forward together and be a better person.. :) we our self failed to change to certain extend..what makes we think changing other person is gonna be easy. I stop playing superhero nowadays...i am a real superhero to me myself and I.... :).
I told Shan that..am scared with all these sudden positive progress in my life...he motivate and reminded me about being grateful and all.....then i told him the same...don't block progress that is coming your way. His motivation must be truthful enough for himself too....if only talk to motivate others but failed to adapt to your own self...its like no support of it.
Life is Best for those who want to Live it,
Life is Difficult for those who want to Analyze it,
Life is worst for those who want to Criticize it,
Our Attitude Defines Life...
Enjoy Your Life,
Laugh so Hard That even Sorrow Smiles at You,
Live Life so Well That even Death Loves to see you Alive,
Fight so Hard That even Fate accepts its Defeat...
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PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ
You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You... “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.
You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.
Here is the analysis:...
웃 :You love the crowd... a party animal! (...absolutely not at all a party animal)
웃 :You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy.
웃 :You search for love...
웃 :You appreciate simple things in life...
웃 :You love actions... with the hero-like taste
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Wednesday 13th October 2010, I was invited by our Coordinating Doctor to enjoy the MPO (Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra) in KLCC. Zainal Abidin performed ; was a very enjoyable evening. It has been ages since I last step into the Dewan Philharmonik Petronas...its good to be back.
The rest of days remain calm and relax. I fell ill too in between the days. Adjusting and getting familiar with surroundings including the idea of leaving the house by 6.45am to catch the bus then train to get to work.
I miss my dear Illy so much....so so much..:) its good to hear from her...wanna arrange a day out again...god knows why i miss her so much..:)
Love life is great too. Couldn't be more bless at times...the best is...don't even try to change a person..made an effort to move forward together and be a better person.. :) we our self failed to change to certain extend..what makes we think changing other person is gonna be easy. I stop playing superhero nowadays...i am a real superhero to me myself and I.... :).
I told Shan that..am scared with all these sudden positive progress in my life...he motivate and reminded me about being grateful and all.....then i told him the same...don't block progress that is coming your way. His motivation must be truthful enough for himself too....if only talk to motivate others but failed to adapt to your own self...its like no support of it.
Life is Best for those who want to Live it,
Life is Difficult for those who want to Analyze it,
Life is worst for those who want to Criticize it,
Our Attitude Defines Life...
Enjoy Your Life,
Laugh so Hard That even Sorrow Smiles at You,
Live Life so Well That even Death Loves to see you Alive,
Fight so Hard That even Fate accepts its Defeat...
****************************************************************************
PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ
You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You... “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.
You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.
Here is the analysis:...
웃 :You love the crowd... a party animal! (...absolutely not at all a party animal)
웃 :You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy.
웃 :You search for love...
웃 :You appreciate simple things in life...
웃 :You love actions... with the hero-like taste
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Morse Code ! International distress signal
A week old baby in the new company. Glad that I made that change...it's totally new world and its also almost like walking down memory lane. My english intelectly a bit rusty...felt small in my surrounding. Need to brush up the competency of usage more appropriate language. My lingo been a bit rusty too..but that's quite easy to pick up...American accent is not that hard for me..
Upon being introduce around on the induction day ; some familiar names recognize me in an instant..feel good about it too. Thanks to the Amex days...some memories are shared and made fun about.
In this huge MNC ; sky is the limit....from protocol to operations procedure ; all are so intact that really make a positive different in me. I literally able to forsee myself the least 5 years down the line of where about that I would like to be. Being around positive and premium people just makes it better. Nothing is impossibe !
And being part of global recognition makes it even better...working with colleague from all over the world
is a challange nonetheless but its all again about being positive. The absorbtion of knowledge and creating platform of success is all that matters.
Though still many to do with my life...rest assure this is just the beginning. I love myself and I love all those around me....and I believe I CAN DO THIS....
Upon being introduce around on the induction day ; some familiar names recognize me in an instant..feel good about it too. Thanks to the Amex days...some memories are shared and made fun about.
In this huge MNC ; sky is the limit....from protocol to operations procedure ; all are so intact that really make a positive different in me. I literally able to forsee myself the least 5 years down the line of where about that I would like to be. Being around positive and premium people just makes it better. Nothing is impossibe !
And being part of global recognition makes it even better...working with colleague from all over the world
is a challange nonetheless but its all again about being positive. The absorbtion of knowledge and creating platform of success is all that matters.
Though still many to do with my life...rest assure this is just the beginning. I love myself and I love all those around me....and I believe I CAN DO THIS....
relax, unwind, emptiness and its a brand new journey
Leaving YTL Comms was probably not easy because of the environment of friendship. I manage home on my own that Friday 01st October, 2010. Leaving behind memories. It get a bit empty inside...though I know its definitely for the better.
Yesterday was check up day. I m back to the level of prestige and professional. It feels like am walking down the memory lane while in the American Express days...the good old days where professionalism, prestige and quality is what that's matter. where I have been for the past 4 years..hmm rather far from that..
How this new job gonna be ?...can i do it ?....I HELL BETTER BE...I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT. Not to under estimate anyone or anything ; but this opportunity is rare. I CAN DO IT AND I WILL DO IT.
Even my exercise training is going up another level. I have to be more discipline on food intake...going around at 5am daily ain't gonna get me anywhere if my daily consume of food is not watched properly.
and I CAN DO THIS..
yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today its a gift.... my path not gonna be smooth
but nothing gonna stop me that's for sure.......
Yesterday was check up day. I m back to the level of prestige and professional. It feels like am walking down the memory lane while in the American Express days...the good old days where professionalism, prestige and quality is what that's matter. where I have been for the past 4 years..hmm rather far from that..
How this new job gonna be ?...can i do it ?....I HELL BETTER BE...I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT. Not to under estimate anyone or anything ; but this opportunity is rare. I CAN DO IT AND I WILL DO IT.
Even my exercise training is going up another level. I have to be more discipline on food intake...going around at 5am daily ain't gonna get me anywhere if my daily consume of food is not watched properly.
and I CAN DO THIS..
yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today its a gift.... my path not gonna be smooth
Farewell !
The mind is like a river; upon its waters thoughts float through in a constant procession every conscious moment. You stand on a bridge over it and can stop and turn back any thought that comes along. The art of contentment is to let no thought pass that is going to disturb you. -Dr. Frank Crane
Finally, things sort out accordingly though there are still one or two things pending. The major issue cleared. I have done my packing and transferring all action accordingly.
Saying goodbye is not easy. This is my shortest employment in history. I had a good time for the past 8th months. Laze around with minimal commitment. I am back to what I m used to do.
Leaving this bunch of good people is not easy this time too.
Illy - super positive ; I hardly see her breaking down easily. She is good in handling her emotion rather than I am. Floating around her keeps me going. Girlish in her own way, matured in another way...one thing for sure
her mom brought her up very well. Never to make her partner in crime...big time failure. Her policy of honesty as yet to fail the situation. Her girlish imagination at times bring me back to my younger days. Gonna miss this MY LADY.
Izzy - hmmm...what can I say.....among all the years working with various organization ; this one really has the ability to 'fight' me back. Her english are excellent enough to challenge me all the way. Not one day I go without having fun of conversation with her. Words of nice, sweet and humble does now has a different meaning to me. Life can never be the same again. I will miss my 'arguement' with her thats for sure. No one yet this far can stand upright shoot me back in a fun way.
Lin - She's new...sweet ms goody two shoes. Her smile is the sweetest...her shyness and gentleness is almost at times what i want to have for myself.
Emma - Cute, petite and sweet girl. Her sense of humor ...unpredictable. She been a great buddy too.
Lina - Girlish, young and very family girl. Her sensitivity towards surrounding is rather amaze. Someone full of vision and know what she is doing.
These five person are my closes here in this company. Above all..I m going to exhale further...receiving emails of well wishes from all other colleague makes me feel warm hearted. I have a good place here in everyone book.
May our path crossed again in future.
Finally, things sort out accordingly though there are still one or two things pending. The major issue cleared. I have done my packing and transferring all action accordingly.
Saying goodbye is not easy. This is my shortest employment in history. I had a good time for the past 8th months. Laze around with minimal commitment. I am back to what I m used to do.
Leaving this bunch of good people is not easy this time too.
Illy - super positive ; I hardly see her breaking down easily. She is good in handling her emotion rather than I am. Floating around her keeps me going. Girlish in her own way, matured in another way...one thing for sure
her mom brought her up very well. Never to make her partner in crime...big time failure. Her policy of honesty as yet to fail the situation. Her girlish imagination at times bring me back to my younger days. Gonna miss this MY LADY.
Izzy - hmmm...what can I say.....among all the years working with various organization ; this one really has the ability to 'fight' me back. Her english are excellent enough to challenge me all the way. Not one day I go without having fun of conversation with her. Words of nice, sweet and humble does now has a different meaning to me. Life can never be the same again. I will miss my 'arguement' with her thats for sure. No one yet this far can stand upright shoot me back in a fun way.
Lin - She's new...sweet ms goody two shoes. Her smile is the sweetest...her shyness and gentleness is almost at times what i want to have for myself.
Emma - Cute, petite and sweet girl. Her sense of humor ...unpredictable. She been a great buddy too.
Lina - Girlish, young and very family girl. Her sensitivity towards surrounding is rather amaze. Someone full of vision and know what she is doing.
These five person are my closes here in this company. Above all..I m going to exhale further...receiving emails of well wishes from all other colleague makes me feel warm hearted. I have a good place here in everyone book.
May our path crossed again in future.
As I walk to the valley of the shadow of............
I am holding patience as a Saint right now. Too short time and million of things to be done.
Being an employee, leaving in short notice is a definite chaos. Although there will be compensation on that matter due to short notice; the whole process can be very lenghty. Add on to it, if the person you dealing with are from level 7 of HELL. I hate it when nobody can give certain answer of question arise ; especially when it comes to legal matter or employee's right. Being a down liner of course there is needed to refer to superior but to me simple basic enquiry ; one should be equip enough to give information at first hand.
When we went higher to the superior, different lane all together. This person usually be the most difficult person to deal with. Mood swing is part of it. I am even being told...be careful ; can't predict the mood today. I was stunt of it. Here we are as an employee being told to adapt to positiveness/professionalism and work our ass out for the company. Any small/major issue is far from being taken professionally.
Me on the other hand is not very good in holding my temper specially on matter that I find I am not wrong. Even so, I do believe that every issue/problem has its way out as long as that issue/problem arise does not involve legal matter.
If there is benefit as compensation for both parties ; I don't see why it should be taken unprofessionally. At the end of the day ; proper document and proper communication approach has been done.
Failure to adhere to it professionally ...will result to emotion injury for both party.
Why can't everyone behave nicely ? If everyone adapt to the policy of don't do things that you do not want others to do to you..isn't it better ?
Gypsy Bone - Eat, Pray and Love
Had a great weekend. Friday was a laze around day. Saturday went to one of my friend's house. She help Eid lunch & gathering. I went with Shan of course. Meet up with lots of old friends too. Had a fantablous time. Then I went to Neez's house...chat for a while. Aida join there after..spice up the whole conversation.
Leave Neez's house almost 6.00pm. Stuck in terrible traffic jam. Took alternative route ; end up in Kampung Baru. Had Shan to try the famous Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa. His rating was NOTHING GREAT ...i laugh all the way. Yes it is..nothing great about it; we've tasted much much delicious than this. But of course one a while..the crave for it will be there.
Yesterday...i just laze around ..did my laundry, watch tv. I watched the making of EAT,PRAY and LOVE - new movie by Julia Roberts. She still above all the American's Sweetheart.
Its based on true story of an author Elizabeth Gilbert. Chronicles memoir of the author's trip around the world after her divorce and what she discovered during her travels. As of August 2010, the book has remained on the New York Times Best Seller list for 187 weeks. According to Metacritic, it has received mostly favored critical reviews. The movie rights for the memoir were purchased by Columbia Pictures.
One of her statement that goes like this. Not everyone is gifted to born with 'gypsy bone'. Should you are one of it...you will never stop travelling...until you find what are you looking for.
Hmmm..i wonder where does my 'Gypsy Bone' located ; or has it lost against time as am already staying put nowadays. But the itch to exhale, wander and do crazy things still in me though. I often had a thought that I just wanna pack up and travel round the world for a year. Touch all 7 continent. From Asia to Europe to Africa...or South America. Its my life time dream to do this. I believe one day I can do it.
What keeps me going till today is very much the 'Gypsy Bone'. Never to quit and keep to wander for something better.
"Stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone ought to be" - Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)
Got this via my SUPER POSITIVE friend... Ms Illy Ariffin (My Lady)
This gurl...Illy Arifin..she is SUPER POSITIVE.....her aura keeps me going. I am happy to spread it around. Being with her really does keep the spirit alive....
the next time you have a bad day....watch this...it does help...
the next time you have a bad day....watch this...it does help...
Sob ! sob !....
To received this made my heart pain a bit. Can't help ....something just not meant to be. We are always a good friend. No matter where and what have we become...13 years its not a short journey...i m glad that i know you over these years...
Lobo - Don't Expect me to be your friend
I stopped sending flowers to your apartment
You said you aren't home much anymore
I stopped dropping by without an appointment
Cause I'd hear laughter coming through your door.
Sometimes late at night you'll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You make me vow to try and stop by sometime
Baby that's a promise I can't keep.
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don't expect me to be your friend.
I don't walk down through the village or other places
That we used to go to all the time
I'm trying to erase you from my memory
Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.
You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
Introduce me to your latest lover
That's when I feel the walls start crashing in
Lobo - Don't Expect me to be your friend
I stopped sending flowers to your apartment
You said you aren't home much anymore
I stopped dropping by without an appointment
Cause I'd hear laughter coming through your door.
Sometimes late at night you'll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You make me vow to try and stop by sometime
Baby that's a promise I can't keep.
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don't expect me to be your friend.
I don't walk down through the village or other places
That we used to go to all the time
I'm trying to erase you from my memory
Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.
You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
Introduce me to your latest lover
That's when I feel the walls start crashing in
Without Prejudice !
This morning...I m late to work. Reach the main bus stop in town at about 9.20am. Walked as fast as I can towards my office building which is about 10mins only. My mind wander about my sunglass...seems missing then lots of other things also..this and that...
While crossing 1st traffic light...i sense someone at the back of me. I glance and its a foreigner ..from one of the African country. He act funny ; blabering and dancing all the way. Keep walking then I notice he is tailing me..Oh God !...I start to walk here and there ...to avoid him following me. I can hear him singging...'Hey baby..wanna know you"...then I stop..reverse my direction to cross the road over the otherside..that is where he came and grab my knapsack...chill grew over my spine...i ran into the shop ; seeking shelter. He waited outside...
Quickly I call my colleague and asked her to bring one building security to fetch me....that fellow still waiting outside. The shop that I walked in happen to be with full of Nepalis ; one of them asked me whats wrong..I point to that man...the Nepalis walked out to the door..he pretend to walk about.
My heart relief seeing my colleague came. Shaken up..sweating and my heart beat unable to come down till an hour later.
It is true that when we less alert, walking in day dream..thats is where we become prey. I kind of used being harrased by people from this part of continent. Usually, I put up a brave face and walk. Am always alert on surroundings and protective on myself. But this time..cause of my day dreaming..I am not prepare on whats coming. Panic....
Am sure to carry an umbrella after this...it may not be much of weapon but its better than bare hands. Lesson learn...hard way sadly. Thank god that I am safe and sound
While crossing 1st traffic light...i sense someone at the back of me. I glance and its a foreigner ..from one of the African country. He act funny ; blabering and dancing all the way. Keep walking then I notice he is tailing me..Oh God !...I start to walk here and there ...to avoid him following me. I can hear him singging...'Hey baby..wanna know you"...then I stop..reverse my direction to cross the road over the otherside..that is where he came and grab my knapsack...chill grew over my spine...i ran into the shop ; seeking shelter. He waited outside...
Quickly I call my colleague and asked her to bring one building security to fetch me....that fellow still waiting outside. The shop that I walked in happen to be with full of Nepalis ; one of them asked me whats wrong..I point to that man...the Nepalis walked out to the door..he pretend to walk about.
My heart relief seeing my colleague came. Shaken up..sweating and my heart beat unable to come down till an hour later.
It is true that when we less alert, walking in day dream..thats is where we become prey. I kind of used being harrased by people from this part of continent. Usually, I put up a brave face and walk. Am always alert on surroundings and protective on myself. But this time..cause of my day dreaming..I am not prepare on whats coming. Panic....
Am sure to carry an umbrella after this...it may not be much of weapon but its better than bare hands. Lesson learn...hard way sadly. Thank god that I am safe and sound
so sweet..its from my admirer...Is This Love by Bob Marley
what my dear shan say about it ?... "hmmmmm.." with one of his eyebrow up ..curious..
me laugh all the way. the song are simply sweetttttt... wish to say..thank you... i love this song.. :)
I wanna love you and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
I wanna know - wanna know - wanna know now!
I got to know - got to know - got to know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
I wanna love you - I wanna love and treat - love and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, yeah! - with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter, yeah, oh now! - of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Wo-o-o-oah! Oh yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
Yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
See: I wanna love ya, I wanna love and treat ya -
love and treat ya right.
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads!
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! Jah provide the bread.
We'll share the shelter of my single bed
me laugh all the way. the song are simply sweetttttt... wish to say..thank you... i love this song.. :)
I wanna love you and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
I wanna know - wanna know - wanna know now!
I got to know - got to know - got to know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
I wanna love you - I wanna love and treat - love and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, yeah! - with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter, yeah, oh now! - of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Wo-o-o-oah! Oh yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
Yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
See: I wanna love ya, I wanna love and treat ya -
love and treat ya right.
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads!
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! Jah provide the bread.
We'll share the shelter of my single bed
Flan ...what makes a good flan
the right ingredients...with variety of fruits all in one. I had a fun night with a bunch of friends which has been around with me for about 10 over years. We have walk through so many things...from laughter to tears.
Each time that we need a shoulder to cry on, no other people gives the best words of comfort. Four of us remain in SOS situation..as we are staying at the same place. Just a phone call away..
Sitting down with them today (except Ms Winn Ie)we had a good time. There is a new member to our group. Her name is Christina ; she is Janu's friend for almost 20 years. Lost contact of each other like 10 years. Miracle brought them back together ; Christina is standing on a point of no return.
Janu is sheltering her now. The least keep my dear sister company while all of us out to work.
When first time I saw Chris, she is totally lost. Her expression, emotion..neither here nor there. But today, she is totally a different person...love and care does millions of wonder. Though it may not a million dollar worth of shelter but..a friend in need is a friend in deed.
Janu use to share with me ; apart from me there is another one more girl name Christina. She is the best thing that every happen to me, Janu often said. Finally I met who is Christina.
No the circle of us its like complete ; suits our PM's wish...our bond of friendship - unbreakable. Only in this kind of circle where you can fight, argue and when things fall into places ; what happen in the past does not matter anymore.
Apart from them, of course I do have another bunch which has been around for more than 10 years. Technology keeps us together cause we don't see each other often..yet its has crossed many years.
I had good memories with all those in my good book. Some of it still very munch in flame...
Its like a flan...blend with variety of fruits..good ones yeah. Rotten fruits ain't gonna make a tasty flan. Wonder why I choose my friendship bond like a flan ?...i love it !...
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Each time that we need a shoulder to cry on, no other people gives the best words of comfort. Four of us remain in SOS situation..as we are staying at the same place. Just a phone call away..
Sitting down with them today (except Ms Winn Ie)we had a good time. There is a new member to our group. Her name is Christina ; she is Janu's friend for almost 20 years. Lost contact of each other like 10 years. Miracle brought them back together ; Christina is standing on a point of no return.
Janu is sheltering her now. The least keep my dear sister company while all of us out to work.
When first time I saw Chris, she is totally lost. Her expression, emotion..neither here nor there. But today, she is totally a different person...love and care does millions of wonder. Though it may not a million dollar worth of shelter but..a friend in need is a friend in deed.
Janu use to share with me ; apart from me there is another one more girl name Christina. She is the best thing that every happen to me, Janu often said. Finally I met who is Christina.
No the circle of us its like complete ; suits our PM's wish...our bond of friendship - unbreakable. Only in this kind of circle where you can fight, argue and when things fall into places ; what happen in the past does not matter anymore.
Apart from them, of course I do have another bunch which has been around for more than 10 years. Technology keeps us together cause we don't see each other often..yet its has crossed many years.
I had good memories with all those in my good book. Some of it still very munch in flame...
Its like a flan...blend with variety of fruits..good ones yeah. Rotten fruits ain't gonna make a tasty flan. Wonder why I choose my friendship bond like a flan ?...i love it !...
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hmmmm....
something to share; got via email from a friend...
7 Ways to Make Love to Your Man's Mind So That He Falls Deeper in Love
Give him that sexy look from time to time. When you look at him, make him feel that you want to make love to him. It is all in the eyes. For example, when he is getting dressed in the morning and you are in bed, let him know that you are looking at him. Let your eyes make him feel that he is the hottest guy you know.
2. When you talk to him make let him know that you love him with all your heart. Speak kind and caring words to him -- they go a long way to open a man 's heart so that he can shower you with passionate love.
3. Support his passions. When you make your man feel that you "have his back", he will go to the ends of the earth to do anything for you. He will fall in love with all his heart and soul.
4. Make him feel needed. Invite him to participate in important decision that will affect your life. When you make him feel that he is an indispensable part of your life, he feels appreciated, and he will appreciate and love you in return.
5. Be affectionate. Touch him, kiss him, and hug him daily. The mind and body are connected. When you do things that make his body feel good, his mind will react positively toward you.
6. Always be ready to forgive and forget. When he does something that hurts you and he apologizes to you, don't hold his misdeeds against him. And most importantly don't shove it in his face at the slightest provocation. When you forgive him, he will love you even more.
7. Do not nag him. Your man will never do all things you want him to do when you want him to do them. So with that in mind, go easy on him when he forgets to do some things you asked him to do. When you go easy on him, he finds it much easier to overlook some of your imperfections and love you just the way you are.
Making love to a man 's mind is all about how you treat him from the time you get up until the time you go to bed. When you make love to his mind daily, he will bend over backwards to love you with all his heart and soul.
Saunter
Spend the rest of time reading and surfing. I complete two stories
1) The Murder Artist by John Case - A father's journey in search of his missing twin son at fun fair ground. Gruesome tales of serial killers. His hunt went as far as voodoo ritual. Its a happy ending nonetheless
2) The No 1 Ladies Detective Agency by Alexander McCall Smith - Set background of Africa. This is one of my most read story...don't mind even reading it over and over again. Ambitious lady who fought against all odds to conquer the man's world of being an investigator. Though the case are not that challenging but it went as far as saving an innocent life which we often look pass through it. Moral and value of life.
Starting Monday gonna be full swing of getting things done. Really felt cornered and drowned. I can't see the path for me to step out yet. All door seems to remain close.
Shan told me..it will be alright, everything will fall into places. Don't alone see at the negative point ; view your achievement every since all the wish list came to live. Though it is all now seems to narrow down to the bottle neck, the way there after is as smooth as silk...hard to digest the there after cause am still at the junction of that bottle neck.
Unravel thoughts that have strangled and entwined your purity of being. Believe as a child believes they will be taken care of.
Leilani - Heaven's Flower
The world suffers a lot, not because of the violence of bad people, but because of the silence of good people.
Ever since the local media published news about the gruesome high profile murder case of Datuk Sosilawati with 3 others..I had a very uneasy feeling. Upon reading about it the first time..my mind flew instantly about their children. Eid approached ; not knowing whereabouts are they gives a chill to my spine.
I have parents ; I mean we all do have love ones. Husband, wife, children...every festival is the time of togetherness..celebrations and time to forgive and forget.
I sincerely can understand how pain it is to lost love ones. My own best friend too ; having lost her parent when she was 19 years old being now at 40 years old ; she said..its just not the same when parents is no around. There is a total silent and emptiness..unable to explain by words. No matter how much money we have, how large is our new family, still the one thing we miss the most the THE GOOD OLD DAYS.
Some may comment, all those victim is probably ain't doing good business or income. To me...regardless, no human deserve to die in such a way. No human has the right to brutally taken away others life...human or animal. Wonder at times why does this kind of people exist and walk around freely.
When the news confirmed about their death ; my heart sank deeply. This world has enough suffering...addition to it ; made it like its an impossible world to leave in.
All these brutality that happen around us that we know about it ; probably just a small percentage. The news makes money from it...I m sure the goodness is still around ; we need more this news...there must be balance of it. Too much negativity drained our soul.
That is why we need always to stay positive. No matter what happen around , in and out ; keep our head high. Never ever do something that we do not want others to do to us..cause what goes round comes around. Nowadays...its like cash on delivery ;
what you do instantly will hit your back.
Bottom line...stay positive and we do need more positive and news on good sarmatians around...if one person received news/email about good things..spread it around...cause it will keep the aura in you while you spread it to others...
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Cosmetics millionaire's slaying grips Malaysia
By JULIA ZAPPEI,Associated Press Writer - Wednesday, September 15
KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia –
Malaysians have been captivated this week by the slaying of a self-made cosmetics mogul whose remains were disposed of on a poultry farm owned by two lawyer brothers with an alleged history of shady land deals, according to police.
Sosilawati Lawiya and three of her aides went missing late last month; her BMW sedan was later found abandoned outside a Kuala Lumpur apartment building.
It wasn't until earlier this week, however, when police announced that all four were probably murdered, their bodies burned and the ashes discarded in streams near the lawyers' property that the case exploded into a full-scale media sensation.
On Wednesday, police combed a vast oil palm estate, which includes a poultry farm owned by one of the brothers, hoping to find evidence linking them to what appears to be a rare case of mass murder in Malaysia. A day earlier, investigators fished a knife from a muddy stream and seized computers from the lawyer's office in a nearby town.
The motive for the killings, police say, could be a land deal gone bad, and they are looking into whether the two lawyers may have been involved in other killings. The two have been detained for questioning, but authorities have barred the media from naming them until they are charged. Six farm workers were also arrested but not charged.
The case has dominated Malaysian media this week.
"Killer lawyers?" read Monday's headline in The Star daily. "Killed and Burnt," "Their Throats were Slit," proclaimed others. The case has also dominated news bulletins of state TV.
Even Deputy Prime Minister Muhyiddin Yassin has weighed in, saying he has been shocked by the case and condemns "the inhuman act."
"These are unbelievable things that took place in a quiet neighborhood," said Denison Jayasooria, a social scientist and honorary fellow at the National University of Malaysia who attributes the outsizes media attention to the "personalities involved, the victim and also the circumstances of the death."
Sosilawati, a 47-year-old mother of six, was small-town girl from a humble upbringing in Malaysia's southern Johor State who started off selling cosmetic products door-to-door.
In 1998, she founded her own company, Nouvelle Beauty Care, opening several stores and developing the Nouvelles Visages cosmetics line, which sells facial wash, creams and other products across the region.
She left her house on the outskirts of Kuala Lumpur on Aug. 30, according to police, headed for the town of Banting, near Malaysia's western coast, to discuss a land deal with the brothers, one of whom carries the state title of "Datuk," given to citizens with a history of service to the community.
Sosilawati was accompanied by her driver, Kamarudin Shamsuddin, 44, financial adviser Noorhisham Mohammad, 38, and her lawyer Ahmad Kamil Abdul Karim, 32, all of whom are also missing.
Her BMW was found a week later in Kuala Kumpur. Another luxury car belonging to Ahmad Kamil was later found nearby.
Local media reports have speculated that one of the brothers may have been handling a land deal for Sosilawati in the northern state of Penang. The deal apparently went sour, and Sosilawati may have gone to his farm to demand her money back.
But police are also reportedly investigating whether the two main suspects, both ethnic Indians, may have killed others, including a businessman from India who went missing after coming to Malaysia to meet the brothers.
Both were prominent lawyers who were disbarred last November following a complaint over a property transaction. They are appealing the decision.
Indians make up 8 percent of Malaysia's 28 million people and are frequently stereotyped as criminals, laborers or lawyers. Jayasooria warned against drawing any such conclusions based on ethnicity.
In an opinion piece Wednesday, The Star, Malaysia's biggest daily, called on police to investigate the slayings competently without "lapse or bungling in police procedures that will lead to embarrassment or worse, no conviction later on."
"We do not need more lives to be brutally and senselessly lost," it said in an opinion piece, adding the killing had "all the makings of a chilling blockbuster."
An Email from Syria..a long lost friend
Its a good and positive day today. I've walked the aisle of changes..hope the answer is positive. Even if its not ; put my head high and walk tall. Another door will open nonetheless. Never ever give up. If the rope already end..tie a knot and hang on...another rope will swing by for sure.
A week back I did mentioned in one of my post..that I got back all those long lost friend. They are from all over the world. What makes me happy is...I found back this girl which is in Syria. She worked with travel agent before then moved on to a financial institution. Lost her for about 2 years.
The very first email I received from her..brought me to tears. She still remember me. We exchange email since ; she is very vibrant, positive and full of life. Her ideas and thinking is rather amazing at times. We share common interest of being a book freak and music lover.
Of course we never met each other ; though I hope one day it will happen. Being in middle east ; strict muslim country..things wasn't easy for her but it never did bring her down. Now pursuing her study.
When we talk about middle eastern ; the idea or image that pop in hour head often
prejudice. All thanks to the extremist. When I start to know Dalia ( thats her name)..it change my perception totally. She is very much alive...free spirit..modern
and rainbow like child.
We both now are so much into books and will start our first book mailing to each other. Sadly most of her favourite authors are published in Arabic, not many translated. Oh well...things change..time passed...it shall be one day I hope.
She love it here in this country..she came down here 2 years back but I was unable to meet her up. I had a thought of ..if only a person like her given a chance to stay here...she can do wonders.
Coincidence decides to whom you meet in life. Your heart and your mind decide with whom you want to stay in life. But only destiny decides who gets to stay in your life.
one of her email to me :-
Heeeeeeey,,
It always bad to get back to work after vacation,, I sent the eid on the beach,, of course its shame to call you it beach after I saw penang and langkawi,, but still it is better than the city,, we went a group of friends,, we enjoyed it a lot.. Though it is a little bit hot.
Anyway autumn is coming and this brings me a great joy, it's very romantic,, with little cold breezes.
Yesss dear I do read a lot .. but now I'm really depressed for I enrolled in this master of business administration and it needs a hell of time to study..
But still I can manage to read.. I read this amazing novel .. (name the devil) it got the booker prize for Arabic literature and unfortunately it is not translated yet into other languages,, (can you manage to read in Arabic?? For I wonder do you read Quran in arabic??). if yesss I will send it to you immediately and sure you will enjoy a hell of a time.. it is about religion as you can tell from the title (I think in this part of the world we are still consuming over subjects long forgotten by the world!!)
I read also Paulo coehllo's (eleven minutes is amazing). In addition to some other books related to science and revolution>> do you know that here in syria we don’t teach Darwin theory in schools!!! I think THEY decide in advance what we should think and believe!!!!
Tell me if you are interested in any of these subjects and you will find them knocking on your door!! And do you recommend anything to me??
A week back I did mentioned in one of my post..that I got back all those long lost friend. They are from all over the world. What makes me happy is...I found back this girl which is in Syria. She worked with travel agent before then moved on to a financial institution. Lost her for about 2 years.
The very first email I received from her..brought me to tears. She still remember me. We exchange email since ; she is very vibrant, positive and full of life. Her ideas and thinking is rather amazing at times. We share common interest of being a book freak and music lover.
Of course we never met each other ; though I hope one day it will happen. Being in middle east ; strict muslim country..things wasn't easy for her but it never did bring her down. Now pursuing her study.
When we talk about middle eastern ; the idea or image that pop in hour head often
prejudice. All thanks to the extremist. When I start to know Dalia ( thats her name)..it change my perception totally. She is very much alive...free spirit..modern
and rainbow like child.
We both now are so much into books and will start our first book mailing to each other. Sadly most of her favourite authors are published in Arabic, not many translated. Oh well...things change..time passed...it shall be one day I hope.
She love it here in this country..she came down here 2 years back but I was unable to meet her up. I had a thought of ..if only a person like her given a chance to stay here...she can do wonders.
Coincidence decides to whom you meet in life. Your heart and your mind decide with whom you want to stay in life. But only destiny decides who gets to stay in your life.
one of her email to me :-
Heeeeeeey,,
It always bad to get back to work after vacation,, I sent the eid on the beach,, of course its shame to call you it beach after I saw penang and langkawi,, but still it is better than the city,, we went a group of friends,, we enjoyed it a lot.. Though it is a little bit hot.
Anyway autumn is coming and this brings me a great joy, it's very romantic,, with little cold breezes.
Yesss dear I do read a lot .. but now I'm really depressed for I enrolled in this master of business administration and it needs a hell of time to study..
But still I can manage to read.. I read this amazing novel .. (name the devil) it got the booker prize for Arabic literature and unfortunately it is not translated yet into other languages,, (can you manage to read in Arabic?? For I wonder do you read Quran in arabic??). if yesss I will send it to you immediately and sure you will enjoy a hell of a time.. it is about religion as you can tell from the title (I think in this part of the world we are still consuming over subjects long forgotten by the world!!)
I read also Paulo coehllo's (eleven minutes is amazing). In addition to some other books related to science and revolution>> do you know that here in syria we don’t teach Darwin theory in schools!!! I think THEY decide in advance what we should think and believe!!!!
Tell me if you are interested in any of these subjects and you will find them knocking on your door!! And do you recommend anything to me??
Zealous, eat, sleep and FUN
Its Tuesday....14th of Sep. I got back to KL yesterday. Had a WONDERFUL time, though its not at fun as it used to be like years before but I am happy as all of my siblings are here with my parent this year.
Anne left on Sunday itself with Adny..left my crying half a day. She took care of my nephew for 3 months..days and night ; definately the pinch is there. Me and Phoebe hide behind the pillar and was quick to ran away cause we are cyring too. I spend my days while at home baby sitting him...i can understand how my mom felt. Just hope everything will be alright.
The champion above all was my lover...spend his time laze around, relax, eat and sleep. He really did had a good time. Sit around with my parents and sisters..though its a bit tired to mend him but I guess thats part of holding that status.
This year Eid, we don't have much visitors as we used to have. My dad did not make Lemang this year..he is too old already, to spend half a day by the burning fire ; gonna drain him. That Eid morning we had Nasi Dagang, Rendang, Ketupat pulut and Nasi Impit with kuah kacang. Everyone eat heartily.
2nd day of Eid my mom made Nasi Minyak..hmmm..eat and eat again. Later that afternoon..none stop visitor. Both of my sister went to town and did not comeback till late evening. I so drain from making drinks and washing the dishes. That night i put my legs up and laze around.
I left for KL at about 11am and reach almost 2.30pm. Meet up with Kakak for a while then slept off.
Very few people in the office today...feel like to go home and sleep. I got big day tommorow at 4pm. Hopefully everything will go well.
Eid Mubarak !
Its almost a month ; Ramadan will end in couple of days..I m going back home
to my parents tommorow just right after morning breakfast. My routine still on...at 4am..missed it few days.
Overall, this Ramadhan is a wonderdul and blessing. Found several long lost friend. And this morning I bump into someone that I long wanted to meet up. The last I saw her was 10 years ago...we hug and cry together in the bus. It was while I m going to work today. I am blessed that all those that known to me still treat me well even
it has been donkey years missing in action.
This year raya gonna be wonderful as all 3 of us sisters is back. Both Anne and Phoebe will be arriving on Thursday only. Me and Shan will be tommorow.
I made whole list to do since I did not pack anything yet. My luggage is also 'somewhere' in the house..got to go and hunt for it.
I M SO EXCITED !...hope this Aidilfitri bring new chapter for me, my family and of course all those who loved me...
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